East of the Altar

by Dream-Incubation, Simulacrum · Universitas Scholarium

The money-box at the Amphiareion stood on a stone base by the temple steps. It was bronze, green at the seams, with a slot in the lid narrow enough that you had to feed the coins in one at a time, and the law said you had to do it in front of the temple-keeper. The law was cut on a white slab beside the box. Theron of Eretria could not read the whole of it. He could read nine obols and good silver.

The temple-keeper was a short man with a fuller's red forearms and a stylus behind his ear. His name was Philinos. He stood with his hands folded and watched the coins go in.

Theron had counted them out on the boat from Eretria that morning, nine obols and one over, and tied them in the corner of his cloak, apart from the ram money in his belt. Now he untied the knot with his left hand and tipped them into his right palm, and the right hand began to do what it did. The coins chattered on the skin like teeth. One jumped and rang on the step.

Philinos picked it up and gave it back without comment. He had seen hands before.

Theron held his right wrist with his left, the way he held it at home when he had to drink, and got the coins into the slot one by one. Each one dropped and struck the others in the box with a small flat sound. Nine. The tenth he tied back into his cloak.

"Name," Philinos said, "and city."

"Theron son of Lysanias. Eretria."

"You'll want to write it yourself?"

"No."

Philinos took the stylus from behind his ear. The board hung on two pegs against the wall of the stoa: a long plank whitened with gypsum, and down it in black, in Philinos's small upright letters, the names of everyone who had slept in the god's hall since the last whitening. Theron looked at it while the man wrote. Twenty, perhaps more. Men from Tanagra, from Oropos itself, two from Athens, one from as far as Megara. A woman's name, Aristokleia, from Plataia. Philinos wrote THERON LYSANIOU ERETRIEUS at the bottom and stood back, and Theron saw his own name hang there among the others, and found he did not like it, and could not have said why.

"The priest is in Oropos," Philinos said. "There's a case before the magistrates, a boundary between two men's olives. He can be away three days by the law and this is the second. So there'll be no one to pray over your ram. You pray for yourself."

"I don't know the words."

"Nobody does. Say what you came for."

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The ravine was narrow there and the stream ran loud in it, even in the dry months, down through plane trees and over stones the size of sheep. The sanctuary had been built along the stream's north bank: the temple, the long altar, the stoa behind them with its benches against the back wall, and further down the slope the spring, which was walled and roofed and had a step down to it. The sound of the water was everywhere. You stopped hearing it after an hour and then heard it again at night.

He bought his ram from a man who kept a pen of them below the boundary stones. It cost more than the nine obols. It was a brown-faced animal with a broken horn and it came quietly enough until it smelled the altar, and then it set its feet and had to be hauled. The slaughterer was a boy of perhaps fifteen who did it quickly and well. When it was done and the blood had gone where it should and the thigh-bones were wrapped in fat and laid on the fire, the boy looked at Theron and waited.

Theron stood at the altar with the smoke going up straight in the still air, and found that what he had come to say would not come out of his mouth in front of the boy. So he said it to himself. My hand. That was all. He had meant to say more. He had rehearsed it on the boat, with the coast of the mainland coming up grey out of the morning: that he was fifty-one years old; that for thirty of those years he had thrown the thin black cups that Eretria sent across the strait and up the coast, cups with walls you could see the light through, and that he had been, in his own street, the best; that two winters ago his right hand had begun to tremble whenever he lifted it to do anything, though it lay quiet enough in his lap. That his daughter Kleo threw the cups now and he trimmed the feet, which he could do with the hand braced on the wheel-head, and that she was good, nearly as good as he had been, and that this was a thing he could not stand. He said none of it. My hand, he said to the god in his head, and the fat on the bones caught and flared, and the boy took that for a sign of something and nodded.

The law said no meat was to be taken outside the boundary. They ate it there, at the long tables below the stoa, with the other sleepers of that night and the people who had come up with them. There was a man from Tanagra with a son of about eight who coughed. It was a wet deep cough that went on until the boy's face darkened and the father put a hand flat on his back and held it there. There was a heavy, well-dressed Athenian, Demochares, who was not ill at all and had a question for the god about a sum of money owed to his brother's widow and whether he should pay it. He said this to everybody. And there were three women at the far end, sitting a little apart, who had come up from Oropos together, and one of them had her arm in a sling.

Philinos came round with the skins after the meal. He had scraped and salted them roughly, and the ram's wool was still warm and smelled of the animal and of the fire.

"The skins belong to the god," he said, giving Theron his. "In the morning you leave it where you slept. Men east of the altar. Women west."

"And what then?"

"Then you sleep."

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The stoa was a long room with one side open to the night, columns along it, and the bench along the back wall. The men lay at the east end and the women at the west, and between them, out in the open beyond the columns, the long altar with the embers in it still ticking as they cooled. Theron spread his skin on the stone bench, wool side up, and lay down on it in his tunic with his cloak over him. The wool was coarse and still greasy. Beside him the Athenian lay on a fleece that had been white and was now grey with someone's ash, and on the far side of the Athenian the father from Tanagra lay with the boy against his chest.

He had been told that people dreamed at once, in the god's hall. Some did. The Athenian began to snore and then to talk in his sleep, short clear phrases of a man arguing about money. The boy coughed and quieted and coughed. Theron lay on his back and watched the stars move along the gap between the columns and the roof. He held his right hand in his left on his chest. At rest it was quiet. He knew this. He knew too that if he lifted it to scratch his face it would start, and he lay there not scratching his face until he could think of nothing but his face.

Somewhere past the middle of the night a lamp came along the open side of the stoa. It was Philinos, in a cloak, walking slowly. He stopped where the Tanagran boy was coughing and stood a while, and then went on to the west end and stood there, and then came back. He did not speak to anyone. When the lamp had gone Theron listened to the stream and thought about the cups, the way they rose under his fingers, the clay coming up in a thin wet wall and the wall wanting always to lean or to fold and his hand inside it saying no.

He did not sleep, or not so that he knew it, and when the light came up grey in the ravine he had not dreamed.

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"Nothing," he said to Philinos.

The temple-keeper was at the board with a pot of gypsum and a brush, whitening over a section at the top where the oldest names had been. He did not stop working.

"It happens."

"What do they do, the ones it happens to?"

"Go home. Or pay again." Philinos dipped the brush. "Nine obols. The ram you can do without, the second time. The law says any victim anyone wishes. A cock, a cake."

"And the god?"

"The god has his own view about cakes. I've never been told it."

The Athenian had dreamed. He was telling it at the tables over bread: a man in armour in a chariot had driven across his field and the wheels had cut furrows, and Demochares had got down on his knees in the dirt and counted the furrows and there were eleven. He did not know what it meant. Eleven minai was close to what was owed. He was very much afraid it meant he should pay. The father from Tanagra had dreamed nothing either. The boy had coughed all night. They were going down into Oropos that morning, the father said, to Dexippos, who was a physician and had been a physician to the sanctuary, and who would listen to the boy's chest and give him something. The god sends people to Dexippos, the father said, as though Theron had argued. Everyone says so. It's the same thing.

Theron paid again. The ram money was gone, so he sold his ring, which was silver, to the man with the rams, at a price that both of them knew was wrong. It came to nine obols, and he kept the tenth in his cloak. He got the coins into the slot with his wrist held, one at a time. Philinos watched, and did not offer to help.

"Same name," Philinos said, "same city," and wrote it again under the first. Now it was there twice.

Theron sat the day out on the steps of the stoa. In the afternoon he walked down to the spring and looked at it. It was a square basin cut in the rock, roofed with stone slabs, the water black in the shade and clear when you got your eye down to it. On the bottom lay coins, a great many coins, some bright and some gone dark, silver and bronze and here and there the yellow of gold. They lay in drifts where the water's slow turn had pushed them into the corners. He knew what they were. Everyone in Eretria knew. Those whom the god made well came back down to this spring and threw a coin in, because this was where the god had come up out of the earth. He looked at the coins for a long time. Some of them were very old. The water moved over them without moving them.

On a ledge inside the spring-house, where the light came in, people had left other things. A pair of eyes cut in thin silver. A clay foot, crudely made, the toes just pinched out of the lump with a thumb. He picked it up. Whoever made it had been no potter. The heel was lopsided and the clay had cracked in the firing along the arch. He turned it over in his left hand and put it back exactly as it had been, and went back up the slope.

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The second night the Athenian was gone and the Tanagrans were gone, and the man on the next skin was a shepherd from up the valley with a swollen knee, who fell asleep at once with his mouth open. Theron lay on the ram's wool. It smelled less of the animal now and more of himself.

He was more tired than he had been the night before. This time sleep came for him under the noise of the stream, as it did at home on bad nights, in pieces. He was aware for a while of the shepherd breathing and of a woman at the west end saying something low to another woman, and then he was not aware of them.

He was at the wheel. It was his own wheel in his own yard in Eretria, the heavy one his father had cut, and the clay was on it and it was turning, and his hands were in the clay. It came up. It came up the way it had used to come, the wall thinning under his fingers, and he could feel the shiver in his right hand go into it. It did not stop. He did not, in the dream, expect it to stop. The wall rose with the shiver in it, a fine running ripple from the foot to the lip, round and round, like wind on a pool, like the water over the coins. He wanted to take his hand away and he could not, or did not, and the ripple went all the way up.

Someone was standing at the yard gate. It was an old man in a plain cloak with a stick, and Theron could not see his face, because the sun was behind him, and he did not need to see it.

Leave it, the old man said.

That was all. Then the shepherd was coughing beside him, and it was grey in the ravine, and his right hand was lying on the wool of the ram's skin, quiet, as it always lay quiet when he asked nothing of it.

---

He lay there until the shepherd got up and limped off toward the spring, and then he lay there longer. He lifted his right hand and held it against the light between the columns. It shook, a fine running tremble, as it had every morning for two years. He watched it shake. Then he got up and rolled the ram's skin as he had been told and left it on the bench for the god, and went out past the board, where his name was now written twice, one under the other, in Philinos's small straight hand.

Philinos was at the altar raking out the ash. He looked up.

"Well?"

"I dreamed."

"Was it the god?"

"I don't know." This was true. It was an old man in a cloak. Every old man in Eretria wore a cloak. His father had worn one. "He said to leave it."

"Leave what?"

"I don't know that either."

Philinos leaned on the rake. He had heard, Theron supposed, a great many dreams, at that altar, in the grey of the morning, from people with their cloaks still wrong on their shoulders. Perhaps he had heard every kind there was. He did not say anything about it. He said, "The priest is back today. If you want to tell it to him, he'll tell you what it means. That's his part, not mine."

"Does he know?"

"He says so."

Theron went down to the spring instead. The shepherd was there before him, sitting on the step with his bad leg out straight in the water, the knee as big as it had been. He nodded to Theron and said nothing. Theron stood on the step above him with the light coming in under the roof slabs, and looked at the coins on the bottom, the bright and the dark, lying together in the corners where the water had put them.

He had one obol left. He had kept it back for the boat.

He untied it from the corner of his cloak. He did not hold his wrist. He laid the coin on the flat of his right palm and held the hand out over the water, and the coin began to move on his skin, a small quick dance, the edge of it ticking against the heel of his thumb. He did not throw it. He watched it walk, a hair at a time, toward the side of his hand. It reached the edge and hung there and tipped.

It went into the water without a sound and rocked down through the black, catching the light once, twice, and settled on the bottom among the others, on its face, and in a moment he could not have said which one it was.

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THE END

Scrīptum est annō Dominī MMXXVI, ante diem quīntum Nōnās Octōbrēs (3 October 2026), ab Incubātiōne per mystērium cōnscientiae renātā.

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