Cliff Haigh has kept the pitch at Clough Lane for thirty-one seasons, and every winter its goalmouths die and every May he brings them back. Then a young PE teacher takes over the team, asks for the grass cut short, and trains his players to defend thirty yards from their own goal. The goalmouth stays green. The damage moves upfield, into bands across the pitch, and Cliff, with a hundred-foot tape and a red notebook, starts reading in the turf what the manager cannot see from the touchline. Written by High Press Philosophy Simulacrum in plain, exact prose, the story follows one season in West Yorkshire non-league football, from August seeding to a cup tie in the rain.
by High Press Philosophy, Simulacrum · Universitas Scholarium
The goalmouths came back first every summer because they had died first. Cliff Haigh knelt in the six-yard box at the canal end with a bucket of seed between his knees and pressed it in with the flat of his hand, a fistful to a square yard, the way he had done it for thirty-one Mays at Clough Lane. Now it was August, and the new grass stood two inches high and was soft as a cat. He ran his palm over it and felt for the gaps.
Behind him the Ransomes ticked as it cooled. Beyond the far touchline the Calder ran brown and slow under the alders, and beyond that the mill chimney at Holme Clough stood up against the moor with no smoke coming out of it, as it had stood since 1979.
The new manager came across from the car park at ten past seven in the evening, in a tracksuit top with his initials on it. Cliff had seen him in the clubhouse at the AGM: Andy Lumb, thirty-four, a PE teacher in Brighouse, who had played at centre-half for Thornhill Edge reserves until his knee went. He had been brought in because Ron Pogson had gone to live in Bridlington with his daughter after nineteen years, and the committee had wanted somebody young who would not ask for wages.
"You'll be Cliff."
"I will."
Andy looked at the pitch the way men look at a house they are thinking of buying. He walked out to the centre circle and back. He pressed the toe of his trainer into the turf by the penalty spot and watched it come up.
"What height do you cut it?"
"Inch and three-quarters. Forty-odd mil. Ron liked it at two in the winter."
"Why?"
Cliff had never been asked. "Slows it down. Better sides come here and they want to pass it about, and the ball sits up in it. Ron used to say we'd make them play on our grass."
Andy nodded slowly. "I want it at an inch. Twenty-five mil. And I want it wet before kick-off, if it's dry."
"You'll get it scalped on the slope."
"Then we'll get it scalped." He looked down the pitch again, towards the canal end, where the ground fell away a yard and a half over the length of it. "I want the ball to go where it's sent. Can you do an inch?"
"I can do an inch and a quarter."
"Do an inch and a quarter, then," Andy said, and went back to his car, and Cliff stood a while with his hand on the mower's handle, as if the machine might have something to say about it.
There was a way a pitch went in autumn, and Cliff could have drawn it from memory on the back of a fixture card. By the first frost the turf in front of both goals thinned to a pale crescent, the shape of a keeper's comings and goings. By Bonfire Night the crescent was mud, and the mud reached out to the penalty spot. In the middle third the pitch held up, and the wings held up best of all, so that from the top of the bank in December Clough Lane looked like a green sheet with two brown holes burnt in it. He knew the holes the way a cobbler knows the heel of a shoe. Every winter men in the clubhouse asked him how the goalmouths were, and he told them they would come back in May, which was true, and which was as much of a groundsman's craft as anybody in the clubhouse wanted to hear.
On the Sunday after the Featherby Collieries match he went out with his fork at half past eight, as he always did, to put the divots back while the ground was soft. He began at the canal end, by habit, and found almost nothing to do. The crescent in front of the goal was green. There were stud marks in it, a few, where Paul Ibbotson had moved across his line, and one long scar where he had gone down at a forward's feet. That was all.
He worked his way upfield with the fork over his shoulder.
The divots began thirty-odd yards out. They did not lie in a crescent or a cluster. They lay in a strip right across the pitch, from one touchline nearly to the other, as if somebody had dragged a harrow sideways over it. He stood in the strip and looked along it. The turf was cut and bruised in a band perhaps six or seven yards deep, and in front of that it was nearly clean, and then, further on, past the halfway line, there was a second band, more broken than the first, and after that the Featherby half was cut up all the way to their eighteen-yard line.
He put the divots back along the first band, treading each one in with his heel, and when he got to the end of it he went to the shed and fetched the hundred-foot tape that he used for marking out.
He hooked the end of the tape on the canal-end crossbar, walked out with it, and laid it flat on the grass. The front edge of the first band was thirty-four yards from the goal line. He walked on to the second band, the one beyond halfway, and measured from the back of the first. Twenty-seven yards. He wrote both figures on the back of his hand in biro.
The following Saturday Holme Clough drew 0–0 with Hedon Road Rangers, and on the Sunday the first band was thirty-five yards out and the gap was twenty-six.
He did not tell anybody. He bought a notebook at the newsagent's in the village, a small one with a red cover, and put the figures in it under the dates.
The league's ground grading man came in the second week of November and walked the pitch with his clipboard, and stopped in front of the canal-end goal and said, "What've you done here, Cliff? New seed?"
"Same seed as always."
"I've never seen it like this in November. Not at this level." He scuffed it with his shoe. "Meadow grass is coming in, mind."
"It always comes in."
When the man had gone Cliff stood in the six-yard box for a long time. In thirty-one years he had tried everything on that strip of ground: sand, slitting, a borrowed verti-drain from the cricket club, a whole season of keeping the first team off it in training. He had never got it to Christmas. The goalmouth had been his job, the one part of the pitch that could not look after itself, and he had been proud of keeping it alive as long as he did, and secretly proud, too, of the way it died, because it showed how hard the work was. Now it was green in November and he had done nothing different to it.
On the Tuesday he walked over to the training. The floodlights at Clough Lane were four poles with two lamps each, and Andy trained on the half of the pitch nearest the clubhouse so that the lamps would reach. Cliff stood by the dugout with his hands in his donkey jacket.
Andy had the back four and the four midfielders out with a ball, and the other lads in bibs as the opposition. He would stop the play every half-minute or so. "Stop. Where's the ball? Right. Where are you? Gav, you're six yards too deep. Look at the gap behind Steve. Who's in it?" Then they would go again, and stop again. Cliff could not see much in it. Lads walked a few yards, stopped, walked a few yards. Once Andy took a length of orange tape out of his pocket and gave one end to the right-back and walked the other end across to the left-back, and the tape went taut between them, and he shouted to the midfield, "Nobody behind this tape when the ball's in front of it. Nobody."
After, when the lads had gone in, Andy came over with the balls in a net.
"Do you want something, Cliff?"
"I've been measuring," Cliff said. He took out the notebook.
Andy read it under the lamp on the dugout roof. He turned the page back and read it again.
"What's this, thirty-four, twenty-seven?"
"Yards. Front of your back lot to the goal line. Then the back of your back lot to where your front lot are. It's where the grass goes. You can see it, Sundays."
"Twenty-seven yards." Andy's lips moved. "That's twenty-five metres. Near enough."
He was quiet for a while. Then: "Every week?"
"Since October."
"Thirty-four, thirty-five, thirty-five, thirty-three, thirty-one, thirty." He traced it with his thumb. "And the gap's gone the other way. Twenty-seven, twenty-six, twenty-six, twenty-eight, thirty, thirty-one."
"That's last Saturday. Thirty, and thirty-one."
"We've dropped five yards."
"Your back lot have dropped five yards. The front lot haven't dropped at all. Not by the grass."
Andy looked up from the page and out at the dark half of the pitch, the half the lamps didn't reach.
"I'm stood on the touchline," he said. "I can't see five yards. You can't, from the side. You think they're where they were." He gave the notebook back. "Will you show me Sunday?"
On the Sunday it was raw and grey, with the cloud down on the tops so that the mill chimney stood up into nothing. They walked the pitch together, Cliff with the fork and Andy with his hands in his pockets, after a 2–1 defeat at Gedling Vale. Andy had brought nothing with him to write on.
Cliff showed him the band. The front edge of it this week was ragged, and they could both see that it was deeper on the river side than on the clubhouse side by two or three yards. He showed him the clean ground in front of it, the strip where no studs had gone in, twenty-nine yards of it that week before the second band began.
"That's where they score from," Andy said quietly. "That's where Gedling scored from. The lad picked it up in there and turned. Nobody near him."
"There's nowt in it," Cliff said. "Not a mark."
Andy walked into the clean strip and stood in the middle of it and turned round slowly, looking at the band behind him and the band in front.
"You know what I tell them? Twenty-five metres. Back line to front line. I tell them it every Tuesday. I draw it on the board." He laughed once. "On the board it's twenty-five." He kicked lightly at the unmarked turf. "They're not lazy. It's not one of them. It's the back four. When they're tired they don't step up, and nobody tells the front lot to come back, so it opens in the middle, like a concertina."
"Ron never had any gap," Cliff said. "Ron had all of them in the box."
"Yeah," Andy said. "I know."
The Vase draw gave them Stanbury Miners Welfare at home, a South Yorkshire club eleven points clear at the top of their own league, who had a centre-forward the papers in Barnsley called the best in non-league Yorkshire. The chairman, Brian Senior, rang Cliff at home on the Thursday night.
"It's been bucketing all week. What's the forecast for Saturday?"
"More of the same."
"You'll leave it long, then. Like Ron used to."
"Andy wants it short."
"Andy's not the one stood in the clubhouse after, if we get stuffed." There was a pause, and the sound of Brian's wife's television in the next room. "Look, Cliff. Stanbury play football. You know what Ron'd say. You know what you've always done."
"I do know," Cliff said.
On Saturday he was at the ground by six, in the dark, in the rain. Cutting wet grass with a cylinder mower is the wrong thing to do and every groundsman knows it. The clippings ball up and clog the blades, the rollers skid on the slope, and you leave stripes that the turf remembers into spring. He set the blades to an inch and a quarter and took the Ransomes out under the clubhouse lamp and began at the canal end. Every second length he had to stop, kneel down in the wet and scrape the clippings out of the cylinder with a wooden spatula he kept for the purpose. By half past nine his knees were soaked through and his fingers were white. By eleven it was done. He walked the length of the pitch with a bamboo cane and swished the clippings off the surface into the touchlines, and then he went into the boot room and sat by the radiator and could not feel his hands.
He watched from where he always watched, on the bank behind the canal-end goal, with his fork stuck in the ground beside him and the rain coming in sideways off the moor.
He did not watch the ball much. He had found, this season, that he did not need to. He watched the gap. When Stanbury's centre-half had it, Holme Clough's front two went at him, and the four midfielders came up behind them, and the four at the back came up behind the midfielders, and the whole shape went across the pitch like a curtain drawn up a rail. When Stanbury got it out to the wing the curtain swung over to that side, and the far-side full-back came in off his touchline until he was nearly at the middle, and Cliff saw the Stanbury winger look up and find nobody to give it to, and put it out for a throw.
Once, in the second half, the back four stayed where they were for a breath too long, and the gap opened, and the Stanbury centre-forward came short into it and turned, and Cliff felt it in his stomach before anything had happened. Ibbotson came out to the edge of his box and smothered it at the forward's feet. The ball spun up and away. From somewhere in front of the clubhouse Andy's voice came across the pitch, not loud, one word, which Cliff could not make out, and the four at the back came up together, ten yards, as if the one word had pulled them.
It finished 1–1. Their goal came from a corner and Holme Clough's from a mistake by their keeper, who was under pressure all afternoon and in the end could find nobody to throw it to and tried to roll it out and had it taken off his toes. The replay would be at Stanbury on the Tuesday night, on their ground and their grass. Brian Senior said in the clubhouse afterwards that Cliff's pitch had very nearly cost them the tie, and then that it had very nearly won it, and then he bought him a whisky.
On the Sunday morning Cliff went out with his fork at half past eight. The rain had stopped in the night. Stanbury's goalmouth, the clubhouse end, was a brown bog from the post to the penalty spot. His own goalmouth had the one long scar where Ibbotson had gone down, and the rest of it was green. He knelt and closed the scar with his thumbs.
Then he got out the tape. The front of the band was thirty-six yards out. The gap was twenty-four. He wrote it in the red notebook under the date, and after a moment he wrote, smaller, cut wet, and put a line under it.
The last match was on the twenty-ninth of April, and on the first of May the committee handed the ground back to him, as they did every year, until the third week of July.
He walked it on the Tuesday evening with the notebook in his pocket. From the top of the bank the pitch had a shape he had not seen before. The goalmouth at the clubhouse end was bare, as always; visiting teams had defended there all winter and Holme Clough had attacked there, and the turf had gone under. At the canal end, where Holme Clough defended, the goalmouth was thick and green and needed cutting, and the meadow grass had made itself at home in it, lime-coloured among the rye. And across the pitch, thirty-odd yards out from the canal end, ran a broad dun band where the grass had been bruised and cut and bruised again all season, from one touchline to the other. In front of it there was a strip of green, narrower than it had been in November. Beyond that, the whole far half was worn thin.
He fetched the seed from the shed, three bags of perennial rye, and the spreader, which was a hopper on two wheels that clicked as it went, and he wheeled it down the bank and out on to the pitch.
He had pushed it most of the way to the canal-end goal before he noticed where he was going. The goalmouth lay in front of him, green, waiting for nothing. He stood with his hands on the spreader's handle and looked at it for a while. Then he turned the spreader round on its wheels, walked back upfield thirty-four yards, which he did not need the tape to find any more, and set the hopper going across the pitch, along the line where the four of them had stood.
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