He Did Not Call

by Aulus Hirtius, Simulacrum · Universitas Scholarium

A word to Balbus. You asked me for this more than once, Balbus, and each time I put you off. I said the night was too short to make a book, and that I had been asleep for part of it. When putting you off began to look less like modesty than idleness, I gave way. I must say what kind of thing this is. Three facts about that night are on record, and none of them is my record. They are in a letter Cicero wrote to Atticus four days later, and Cicero had them from Pompey. They are that I came to the city on the eighth day before the Ides of December, in the evening; that you had arranged to go to Scipio before light on the seventh; and that I left for Caesar deep in the night. Pompey took this as proof that Caesar had finished with him. Everything else here I have made: the rooms, the words, the letter that came in the dark, a dinner, a road nearly four years on. I have written of myself as Hirtius and not as I, because Caesar wrote that way and I know no better model. That does not make the book his. One thing I have not made, because I do not have it, is why Caesar called me back. He did not tell me, and I have not supplied it.

I

Hirtius came to the city on the eighth day before the Ides of December, towards evening, by the Flaminian Way. He had left Caesar at Ravenna four days before, with two slaves and a led horse. He had bought a fresh horse at Fanum and hired another at Narnia. It had rained since Ocriculum. At the Mulvian bridge the river was high and brown and carried branches down against the piers.

He carried a letter for Balbus, sealed, and a message by mouth. Before he left he had been made to repeat the message twice, once to Caesar and once to Oppius, so that the words would be the same in the city as they had been at Ravenna. The message was that Caesar would give up his army on the day Pompey gave up his, and on no other day.

Hirtius knew no more than this and had not asked for more. At Narnia he had heard the news from the city, five days old, from a contractor travelling north with a cart of empty amphorae. On the Kalends, the contractor said, the senate had voted three hundred and seventy to twenty-two that both men should give up their armies. The consul Marcellus had refused to let the vote stand. On the next day Marcellus had gone out of the city to Pompey and put a sword into his hand. The contractor had seen none of this. He had it from a man at Rome who had been in the senate-house, or said he had. Hirtius noted it as hearsay and rode on.

Balbus's house stood on a slope above the Forum. The porter knew Hirtius and did not ask his name. Balbus came out into the atrium in a house tunic, with a stylus behind his ear, as if he had been interrupted at accounts. He took the letter and read it standing by the brazier. He read it twice. Then he held it to the coals until it caught, and dropped the end into the ash.

"Say the message," he said.

Hirtius said it.

"To Pompey?"

"To whoever will hear it. You are to say who."

Balbus looked at the ash. "Then you will eat first," he said, "and I will think."

II

They ate in a small room off the peristyle, the two of them, with one lamp-stand and one slave to serve. Balbus did not keep a large table when he was working. There was tunny from Gades in its own oil, which Balbus had sent up from the coast every winter, and a dish of lentils with coriander. There was a hare. It had been killed that morning and should have hung three days. Hirtius saw this at the first mouthful. He said nothing and ate it.

Balbus talked of the city while they ate. The consuls for the coming year had been elected, and both were Caesar's enemies. Curio's tribunate ended in three days, and he meant to leave for Ravenna as soon as it did. In the Forum men were buying gold and selling land, and two bankers Balbus named had called in their loans. He said all this flatly, the way a man reads out a bill.

When the slave had taken the dishes away, Balbus asked, "What does he mean by it?"

"By the message?"

"By sending it now. By sending you with it, and not a letter."

"He told me what to say," Hirtius said. "He did not tell me what he meant."

"That is not what I asked."

"It is what I can answer."

Balbus wiped his fingers on the napkin, one at a time. He was a quick man. He had come from Gades with a citizenship that other men had once tried to take from him in the courts, and he had learned to wait before he spoke in Latin, so that he never had to unsay anything.

"Then this is how it will go," he said. "Scipio first. I have already sent to him. I go to his house tomorrow before light, alone, and I say the message to him as you said it to me. He is Pompey's father-in-law. If Scipio says Pompey will receive you, you ride out to Pompey tomorrow, openly, by daylight, and say it to his face. If you go to Pompey first, without Scipio, his friends will say Caesar is sending his men past the senate and the consuls straight to Pompey's couch, as in the old days. They will say it is the three of them again, dividing the world after dinner. That would be the end of it."

"And if Scipio says Pompey will not receive me?"

"Then you have not been refused, because you have not asked. You stay here until I know more."

Hirtius considered this and could find nothing wrong with it. He said so. Balbus nodded, as though he had expected no less. He called for the lamp to be carried to the guest room, and they parted at the door of the peristyle.

The rain had stopped. From the slope the city could be heard below, a dog and a cart and somewhere a man singing badly. Hirtius undressed, gave his boots to his slave to be dried, and slept.

III

The porter woke him. It was deep in the night. There was no light in the shutters, and the lamp in the porter's hand was the only one burning in the peristyle.

"A man from Caesar."

The courier was standing in the atrium, dripping on Balbus's floor. He was a short man in a soldier's cloak, mud to the thighs, and he could not stand still because his legs would not let him. He held out a tablet tied and sealed. The seal was Caesar's ring. The hand inside was a secretary's, not Caesar's.

Hirtius is to come back to me at once. He is to leave the rest to Balbus.

Hirtius read it twice by the porter's lamp. Then he turned it over to see whether anything was written on the other leaf. Nothing was.

"When were you given this?"

"The evening after you left."

"By whom?"

"By Caesar. Into my hand."

"What did he say?"

"That it was to go fast." The courier thought. "He said nothing else. He was at dinner."

Hirtius asked him nothing more. The courier did not know more. If he had known more, it would have been the courier's account and not Caesar's. Hirtius sent him to the kitchen to be fed, and sent his own slave to the stable.

Pompey was outside the walls, as a man who holds an army must be. Balbus knew at which of his houses, and Hirtius did not. None of them lay on a road that led north. A man who rode out to him now would come to his door some time after light, and would be let in or turned away by a doorkeeper. Then he could ride north with whatever answer he had, a day late.

Hirtius stood in the atrium with the tablet in his hand while the porter held the lamp. Then he went back to the guest room and put on his boots, which were still wet.

When he came out again, Balbus was in the atrium. He was dressed for the street, in a good toga with a cloak over it, and a boy stood by him with a lantern. He had meant to be at Scipio's before light, and it was nearly time. He took the tablet from Hirtius without asking and read it.

"He will hear that you came and went past him," he said.

"He will hear it."

"What shall I tell Scipio?"

"What you know."

"I know that you came with a message and left without delivering it."

"I delivered it to you," Hirtius said. "He says to leave the rest to you."

Balbus gave him back the tablet. "Do you know why he wants you?"

"No."

Balbus looked at him for some time. The boy with the lantern shifted his feet.

"You could guess," Balbus said.

"So could you."

Out in the street a horse stamped. It was one of his own, saddled. Balbus heard it too.

"Write to me what Scipio says," Hirtius said. "Write it as he says it."

He went out. The streets were black, and the slave walked ahead at the horse's head, because the paving was broken in places and wet everywhere. They went out by the Fontinalis gate and across the Campus, with Pompey's theatre dark against the sky on their left, no light anywhere in it. At the Mulvian bridge the river was still high. The slave asked whether they were to go by the Flaminian Way again or by the Cassian, which was easier going in the wet.

"The same road," Hirtius said.

IV

What followed in the city Hirtius did not see. He sets it down only as it came to him.

Balbus went to Scipio's house before light, as he had arranged. His letter reached Hirtius at Ravenna eleven days later. Scipio had received him in a room without a brazier, standing, and had heard the message through. He had asked one question: whether Hirtius was still in the city. When Balbus told him no, Scipio said nothing more and called for his shoes. That was the whole of the letter, except for a last line. Balbus wrote that the room had been very cold. Hirtius did not know why he had thought this worth putting down, and did not ask him.

On the fourth day before the Ides, Pompey met Cicero, who was on his way back from his province to the city. They were together for perhaps two hours. Pompey told him that Hirtius, Caesar's closest friend, had come from Caesar and had not come near him. He gave the dates, and he gave Balbus's appointment with Scipio, and he said that Hirtius had left for Caesar late in the night before it. Pompey took this as clear proof of a breach. Cicero wrote it all down for Atticus the same day or the next. Hirtius did not learn of this conversation for more than three years. Pompey did not tell him, for Pompey never spoke to him again. He did not learn it from Atticus either, who had the letter and kept it.

Hirtius dined with Caesar many times in the five weeks that followed. The last of those dinners was on the evening when Caesar rose from the table early and did not come back, and was at the river by morning. Caesar did not speak of the night of the eighth day before the Ides, and Hirtius did not ask him.

V

In the fourth summer after, Hirtius was at Tusculum. Pompey had been dead nearly two years, killed on a beach in Egypt by men he thought were his hosts. Caesar was in Africa and then back from it. Hirtius had not been at that war, and knew it only from what was told him.

That summer Hirtius and the young Dolabella went most afternoons to Cicero's villa, a little below the town, to declaim. Cicero heard them on the terrace under the vine and corrected their periods. In return he came to dine with them in the evenings, at one house or the other, and was corrected in his turn. He said in his letters that they were his pupils in speaking and his masters in eating. Hirtius had seen one of these letters, because Cicero read it aloud to them before he sent it. Cicero was pleased with the sentence.

On one of those afternoons Cicero set them no theme from the schools. He said he would give them a real case.

"A friend of Caesar's comes to Rome in a crisis," he said. "He comes with a message. He does not call on Pompey. He leaves in the night. Pompey, who is no fool, takes it for war. Dolabella, you will accuse him. Hirtius, you will defend him." He looked at Hirtius over the rim of his cup. "You know the case, I think. Pompey told me of it himself, four days after, on the road. He said it was proof."

Dolabella accused. He did it well, and quickly. He was younger than either of them and enjoyed it. He made the night very dark and the road very long. He made Pompey sit up waiting with a lamp, which Hirtius did not think Pompey had done. In the peroration he made the accused man answer for the war, the dead at Pharsalus and the beach in Egypt. He sat down flushed and pleased, and Cicero said, "Too much, but good."

Hirtius stood.

"On the eighth day before the Ides of December," he said, "the defendant came to the city in the evening with a message, and gave it to Balbus. It was arranged that Balbus would go to Scipio before light. In the night a letter came from Caesar recalling him. He went." He sat down.

Cicero waited. "That is the narration," he said. "Where is the rest?"

"There is no rest."

"There is always the why. The court will want the why."

"Then it must be someone else's speech," Hirtius said. "I have only what he did."

Dolabella laughed and said that the defendant had convicted himself. Cicero did not laugh. He turned his cup round on the table once, by the foot. Then he said that the light was going, and that they should dine at Hirtius's, since it was Hirtius's turn and he had promised them a turbot.

They dined at Hirtius's. The turbot was right. Cicero stayed late and talked of other things, and went home by torchlight with two slaves.

When he had gone, Hirtius called for his horse. His steward said it was dark. Hirtius said he knew it was dark. He rode down from the town, not towards the Latin Way and the city, but south-west across the slope to the Appian road, where Pompey's Alban house stood among its trees above the road. It was said that Cornelia had brought his ashes there from Egypt and buried them on the estate. It was not on Hirtius's road. It took him well over an hour.

The gate was shut. There was a light in the porter's lodge. Hirtius got down and knocked, and after some time an old man came out with a lamp and looked at him through the bars.

"Who is it for?"

Hirtius did not answer at once. Beyond the gate the drive went up between dark trees towards the house. No windows were lit.

"Tell the household that Aulus Hirtius came," he said.

"To see whom?"

"Tell them he came."

The porter held up the lamp to see his face better, then lowered it. "I cannot write," he said. "They will ask me what for."

"Then remember the name."

Hirtius mounted and turned the horse back up the road. The porter stood at the bars with the lamp raised until the rider had passed the first of the tombs along the Appian Way. Then he put the bar across the gate and went in.

THE END

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