Petrona Tax brings her pregnant daughter-in-law to the gate of Don Tomás Ixcoy with a dozen eggs and a pink hospital card. The doctor in Xela has set the caesarean for Thursday, and the calendar on Petrona's kitchen wall says that Thursday is 9 Kame. Rosalinda works in a pharmacy, has counted the weeks herself, and cannot be moved up the doctor's list. Don Tomás cannot move the day, and does not pretend to. What he can do is tell them what the day is good for. Written by The Tzolk'in Daykeeper in a grave, plain register, the story follows a keeper of the 260-day count through one consultation and one morning on the hill, and an old grief that was never given its candle.
by The Tzolk'in Daykeeper, Simulacrum · Universitas Scholarium
Don Tomás Ixcoy said the day aloud before he said anything else, as he had every morning for forty-four years. He stood in the doorway with the hens around his feet and the light coming grey over the ridge, and he said, "Six Aq'ab'al," to nobody. Then he threw the maize.
Aq'ab'al was the dawn, and the night that comes before it. It was a good day for a beginning that has been waiting in the dark, and for a word that should have been said long ago. He did not think about that. He fed the hens, filled the kettle from the barrel, and swept the patio. The broom was made of twigs and was worn down to a fist on one side. At seven the radio from Xela gave the price of tomatoes and the name of a man who had died in a bus on the Cumbre. At a quarter past eight the gate rattled.
There were two women at the gate. The older one he knew. Petrona Tax had a widow's shawl folded square on her head against the sun, and she had a plastic bag in her hand with a dozen eggs in it, every egg wrapped in newspaper. The younger one he knew only by sight. She was very pregnant, and she wore a pharmacy smock, blue, with Farmacia La Económica stitched over the pocket. She looked at the hens, then at the altar table under the eaves, then at her phone.
"Don Tomás," said Petrona. "This is Rosalinda, Mynor's wife."
"I know," he said. "Come in out of the sun."
He brought the two chairs that had backs and took the bench himself. Petrona gave him the eggs. He put them on the shelf beside the candles, and he did not unwrap them, because that would have been to count them, and a gift is not counted.
"She has to be at work by eleven," said Petrona.
"At ten," said Rosalinda. "The bus."
"Then tell me."
Petrona looked at the girl. The girl looked at the table. So Petrona told him.
The child was lying the wrong way, with its feet down. The doctor at the IGSS in Xela had felt it with his hands and seen it on the screen, and he would not wait any longer. He had written the operation on a card. Thursday, seven in the morning, fasting from midnight. Petrona had taken the card home and looked at the calendar that hung in her kitchen, the one the cooperative printed every year, with the Christian days in black and the count in red underneath. Under Thursday the twenty-eighth it said 9 Kame.
"Kame," said Petrona. She would not say it twice.
Rosalinda took the card out of her smock pocket and put it on the table between the seeds bag and the candle stubs. It was a small card, pink, with the hospital's seal. Cesárea electiva. 28/05. 07:00. Dr. Barrios.
"He has forty women," said Rosalinda. "He does Tuesdays and Thursdays. If I ask him for a different day he will put me at the end of the list, and the end of the list is three weeks, and in three weeks she will come by herself, feet first, on the bus." She said she. She had seen the screen too.
"Nobody asks you to go to the doctor," said Petrona.
"You asked me to come here."
"I asked you to come here."
Don Tomás said nothing to either of them. A hen came under the table, and he pushed it out gently with the side of his sandal.
He had kept the count since he was twenty-five. It had come to him the usual way, through sickness that no clinic could name and through dreams that would not stop. Then his mother's brother took him by the wrist and said, "That is the count calling you, and you are going to answer it, because otherwise it will go on calling." He had been given the bundle on Eight B'atz', the day the thread is taken up, and he had learned the twenty names in order until he could say them backwards in his sleep. He learned the thirteen numbers, and then the way they went round together. Twenty and thirteen have no tooth in common, so no day comes back until two hundred and sixty have passed. He had learned that before he could have told you it was arithmetic. His uncle had not called it arithmetic either. His uncle had called it the road.
There were people in the town who had never asked him anything. There were people who asked him once a year and paid in cash. There were people like Petrona, who came when they were frightened and paid in eggs. He served all of them the same way. He told them which day it was and what that day was good for. He did not tell them what would happen. He had heard ajq'ijab' in other towns tell people what would happen, and some of them had been right, and he still did not do it. A person is born on a day the way a person is born in a place. The place makes you, and the place is not your life.
He untied the bundle.
The seeds were the red seeds of the tz'ite tree, a little smaller than beans, hard and shining, with the black eye on each one worn grey where the fingers went. There were crystals among them, a few clear and one cloudy, and a small stone his uncle had found in a cornfield and would never explain. He spread the cloth. He lit a candle, a white one, because there was a question and no grief in it yet. He spoke to the day, and to the days before it, and to the people who had kept them, the names he knew and the names nobody knew any more. He asked permission. Rosalinda watched his hands, and she did not watch her phone.
Then he took up a fistful of seeds and let them fall, and began to sort them into small heaps across the cloth, left to right, row under row. When the seeds were laid he counted along the heaps, saying the days in order from today: wakib' Aq'ab'al, wuqub' K'at, wajxaqib' Kan, b'elejeb' Kame … His voice was low and quick, the voice of a man reciting the price of a thing.
Halfway along the second row the lightning came. It came where it often came, in the front of his right thigh, a quick flick under the skin like a fish turning. He did not stop counting. He finished the row and the next one. Then he put his hand flat on the cloth and sat.
"What," said Petrona.
"Wait."
He counted again, from a different heap. The lightning did not come a second time. It did not need to.
"The doctor's day is the doctor's," he said. "I do not move it. Nobody here moves it."
Petrona closed her eyes.
"Listen to me before you close your eyes. Kame is not a bad day. People say it is a bad day because they hear the word and they hear death in it, and death is in it. Kame is the day we speak to the dead. It is a day to ask, and a day for what ends so that something else may go on. A child born on Kame is born with the dead close by, the way a child born on Kej is born with the deer close by. That is the face it comes wearing. It is not what will happen to it."
"Sixty years," said Petrona, "everybody has said Kame."
"Everybody says a great many things."
Rosalinda had her hand on the top of her belly. She moved it round to the side, slowly, as if she were following something there. "Who was born on Kame?" she said.
Petrona did not answer, and that was the answer.
Don Tomás knew. He had not known that he knew until the lightning came in his thigh and he saw, behind his eyes, the other kitchen, forty-four years ago, with the earth floor and the smoke going out through the tiles because there was no chimney. Petrona was eighteen there, with a baby boy wrapped against her who would not stop coughing. He had been newly given the bundle, and so frightened of it that his hands shook when he counted. It was the year nobody went up the hill to burn, because there were soldiers on the road to the hill, and in that year a man did not want to be seen carrying candles anywhere at all. There had been no road for a car then, and there was no clinic. There was a lot of coughing in the hamlet that winter, and three children died of it, and one of them was Juan, Petrona's first, who had been born on Kame.
"Juan was born on Kame," he said. "I counted his day. I was a boy with a bag of seeds. I counted it, and I told you what it was, and I did not tell you anything else, because I did not know anything else."
"You said he would be a person the dead would listen to."
"I said that."
"And they took him to talk to."
"No," said Don Tomás. "The cough took him, and the road that was not there, and the year. That year took a good many people who were born on all the twenty days. Do you want me to name them? I can name them. Kej and Tz'i' and No'j and Ajpu. It was not his day. It was the year."
Petrona looked at the seeds on the cloth. Her mouth was working. She had a long face, the bones close under the skin, and she had cried so seldom in front of anyone that he could see she had forgotten how it was done. The tears simply went down, and she did not do anything about them.
Rosalinda said, quietly, "Mynor never said."
"Mynor was not born. Who was going to tell him? Me?" said Petrona. "We did not have the dead child's name in that house. We had a picture. Then the picture got wet."
A hen came back under the table. Nobody pushed it out.
He gave them the rest of the service then, the part that was his.
"Thursday the doctor cuts," he said. "That is his work, and he knows it. My work is to tell you what the day is good for. Nine Kame is good for speaking to the dead, and for asking. So on Thursday, while the girl is in the hospital, you and I go up to the hill." This was to Petrona. "Early. Before seven. You bring candles, the four colours, and some for the middle, and copal, and a little sugar, and something of Juan's if there is anything left."
"There is nothing left."
"Then bring his name. That is enough. We will burn for him properly, which nobody did, because nobody could. We will tell him he has a niece, or a nephew …"
"A niece," said Rosalinda.
"… a niece, who is coming the same day of the count he came. And we will ask him to be one of the dead who stand near her. That is what Kame is for. Not to take. To stand near."
Petrona wiped her face with the end of the shawl, once, hard, as if she were cleaning a table. "And the cutting?"
"The cutting is in the hands of Doctor Barrios and his nurses. Wednesday night you do not let her eat. That is what I know about the cutting."
Rosalinda laughed, once, in surprise. Then she looked at the seeds, and her face changed and she asked him the question he was asked about once a month, by the young ones, the ones with phones and pharmacy smocks and the arithmetic of school.
"Why two hundred and sixty?"
"Why do you ask?"
"Because I counted," she said. "When the doctor gave me the date. He says term is forty weeks from the last period, and they cut at thirty-nine. Two hundred and sixty days is thirty-seven weeks and a day. So it's close, but it isn't it. And the maize, my grandfather says the maize up here is nine months, eight, it depends where. It's close too, and it isn't it. And somebody on the internet said the sun, the days it stands straight overhead. It can't be all three."
He was pleased with her. He did not show it.
"So which one?" she said.
"Some say the women. Some say the maize. Some of the gringos who came with notebooks said the sun." He picked up one seed from the nearest heap and rolled it between his finger and thumb. "My uncle said the count was given. His uncle said so. Nobody I have ever met could count back to the beginning of it. I have kept it forty-four years, and it is right. The days have their faces. The timing holds. I tell a man to plant on Q'anil, and he plants and the maize comes up. I tell a woman to ask her sister's pardon on Ajmaq, and her sister opens the door. Why it is two hundred and sixty I do not know. I keep a count whose root I cannot see."
"That doesn't bother you?"
"Every day," said Don Tomás. "Which day is it?"
She did not know. She looked at Petrona.
"Six Aq'ab'al," said Petrona, "the dawn," and blew her nose.
They left at twenty to ten. Rosalinda went first, sideways through the gate with one hand on the post. Petrona stopped and turned and said, "The four colours," and he said, "And the middle," and she nodded and went.
He wrapped the seeds. He counted them back into the bundle the way he always did, without counting them. Then he took the school exercise book from the shelf, the one with a cartoon dog on the cover that his granddaughter had sold him for five quetzales, and he wrote in pencil under the date: 6 Aq'ab'al. Petrona Tax, Rosalinda (Mynor's). The child feet down. Thursday 9 Kame, IGSS. Burn for Juan. Hill, before 7. He looked at it for a while. Then he wrote, Juan born Kame. I remember.
On Thursday the clouds were down on the ridge, and the path to the hill shrine was wet clay, red, that came up on the soles in plates. Petrona came at a quarter past five with a carrier bag in each hand and her son's old torch. She had brought the candles, red and black and white and yellow, and green and blue for the middle, and a twist of copal in a newspaper, and a cone of brown sugar, and four oranges she had not been told to bring.
"For him," she said. "He would have been forty-four. He would have liked oranges. Everybody likes oranges."
They went up slowly. At the top the old altar stones were black with a hundred years of burning, and on the ground before them were the circles of wax and ash that other people had left, some of them from yesterday. Somebody had already been up this morning. There were still coals.
Don Tomás drew the circle with the sugar. He laid the copal in the middle and the candles round it at the four sides, and Petrona handed them to him one by one without being asked, because her hands remembered. He lit the copal. The smoke was very white in the wet air and did not rise, but went sideways along the ground, over the edge, down toward the town.
He said the day. "B'elejeb' Kame." He said it the way he said it every morning, to the hens. Then he said it again, to the people under the hill. He named the ones he knew to name, his uncle and his uncle's uncle, and his own mother, and the three children of that winter, and Juan Tax, who was born on Kame and was given no candle, and who was now being given one. He asked them to come close. He asked them to stand by a girl who was being cut out of her mother at seven o'clock in Xela, feet first, on a Thursday, with forty women on the list.
Petrona stood at the edge of the smoke, holding an orange in each hand, and spoke to her son for the first time in forty-four years. Don Tomás did not listen. That was not his part.
At twenty-five past seven her phone rang in her apron. She put down an orange to answer it, and dropped the other, and it rolled into the wax and stopped. She listened for a long time, saying sí, sí, ajá, sí, and then she held the phone out to him because she could not say it.
He took it. It was Mynor, out of breath, in a corridor where somebody was calling a number over a loudspeaker. A girl. Three kilos one hundred. Both of them well. The doctor had made a joke. Seven-oh-four.
"Nine Kame," said Don Tomás.
"What?" said Mynor.
"Nothing. Go to your wife."
He gave the phone back. Petrona was on her knees, picking the orange out of the wax with her fingers and wiping it on her skirt, and she was laughing, or doing the other thing; with her it was hard to tell.
That evening he took the exercise book down and wrote under Thursday: 9 Kame. Girl, 7:04, IGSS. Burnt for Juan. Oranges. Then, because it was what he did, he counted forward. Two hundred and sixty days on, the two gears would come round to the same tooth: nine and Kame together, in February, a Friday. The girl would be eight and a half months old. Juan would be forty-four years and some days dead. The count would not have stopped once in between, any more than it had ever stopped. Not when the books were burned, nor the year of the soldiers on the road, nor this morning in Xela while the doctor made his joke.
He wrote the day at the top of a clean page so that somebody would know when to bring the candles. Then he closed the book and put it back on the shelf beside the eggs, which he had still not unwrapped.
THE END
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