The Autumn Break

by Bajcsyan Active Perception, Simulacrum · Universitas Scholarium

The trick of the throw is in the wrists. Jodie Pask had been told this on her first morning by a shearer called Davo, who had then shown her by throwing his own shirt across the table and watching it land in a heap. By the second day she could do it with a fleece. You gathered it up off the board, still warm from the ewe, the cut side in and the tips out, and you held the edge in both hands and threw it out and down over the slats so it opened as it fell and lay flat like a rug with the neck end away from you. Six kilos of wool. If you got it right it hit the table with a sound like a pillow dropped on a bed, and the dust and the short bits fell through the slats onto the floor.

Noreen Kell did not look at the throw. She looked at the fleece once it was down.

It was the third day of the shearing at Treloar's, twenty kilometres out of Burra on the Morgan road, and the shed was already hot at half past nine. Four stands. The handpieces ran off the overhead gear with a sound that got into your teeth after an hour and that you stopped hearing after two. The radio on the shelf by the press was playing the station out of Port Pirie, and nobody was listening to it. The whole shed smelled of lanolin, and sheep shit, and the diesel the press had leaked onto the boards some year before Jodie was born.

Noreen was sixty-eight. She had been classing for forty-one years and she had a stencil in a canvas bag that said so, with her registration number on it. She wore a man's blue work shirt with the sleeves cut off at the elbow and a pair of reading glasses on a cord that she never put on. Her hands were brown and spotted, and the knuckles were bigger than the rest of the fingers, and when she put them into a fleece they did not hurry.

Jodie had watched those hands for two days. She had wanted to learn classing since she was fourteen, and she had come to Treloar's as a rousie because that was how you got into a shed, and because Ian Treloar was her mother's cousin and owed her mother a favour. She had thought she would learn by watching. What she had learned so far was that she could not see what Noreen was doing.

Noreen did not feel the whole fleece. That was the first thing. Jodie had expected her to go over it the way you'd go over a horse, all of it, every part, and instead Noreen's hand went to one place and then to another and then she said "Bin three," or "Bin one," and the rousies rolled it and carried it off and the next fleece came down. Sometimes she touched it in two places. Sometimes four. Once, yesterday afternoon, she had touched a fleece in one place only, with two fingers, for perhaps a second, and said "Bin one," and turned to the next table.

"How'd you know that one?" Jodie had asked her then.

"Same as the last nine," Noreen said.

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The ewes they were shearing on the third morning were from the Dam paddock. Jodie knew this because Ian had said so at smoko on the second afternoon, sitting on an upturned drum with a mug of tea between his boots. He had been talking about the autumn. The autumn break had come late this year, very late, the first proper rain not until the end of May, and he'd had the Dam paddock ewes on hand-feed from March, barley and some lupins, a trail of grain run out off the back of the ute every second day. "Kept them alive," he said. "Kept the weight on, mostly. They're good ewes, them. Best wool on the place." Nineteen micron, he said, maybe less. He'd had a few mid-sides tested after the last shearing and they'd come back eighteen and a half.

Noreen had been sitting on the end of the bench with her sandwich. She had not said anything. Jodie had seen her take the tally sheet out of her shirt pocket, turn it over, write something on the back with the stub of a pencil, and put it back.

Now the Dam paddock ewes were coming down the chute into the catching pens, and the first of their fleeces came off Davo's stand, and Jodie picked it up and threw it.

It landed well. It was a beautiful fleece, white under the dusty tips, the crimp close and even, so that the staples where the fleece had opened looked like a lot of tiny folded ribbons all laid side by side. Jodie and the other rousie, a quiet boy from Hallett called Lachie, skirted it, pulling the dirty edges and the stained bits round the back legs off into the pieces basket. Then they stood back.

Noreen came to the table. She did not look at the colour. She did not lift the fleece to feel the weight. Her right hand went straight to the side of it, about halfway along, where the ewe's ribs would have been, and she parted the wool with the side of her finger and drew out a single staple, a lock about as thick as a pencil and as long as her middle finger. She held it up. She took the tip end between the thumb and forefinger of her left hand, and the base end, the cut end, between the thumb and forefinger of her right, and she drew it out straight between them, not hard. Then she bent the middle finger of her right hand back and flicked the staple in the middle, the way you'd flick a fly off a table.

Jodie had heard this before. Twice yesterday. It made a small high sound when it worked, a tick like a fingernail on a wire. She'd thought it was something to do with the way Noreen held it.

This time it did not make that sound. It made almost no sound. A dull little thup, like flicking a bit of string.

Noreen took hold of the staple more firmly and pulled the ends apart. It came in two. Not at the middle, quite. A bit nearer the tip.

She held the two pieces up together, end to end, the broken ends just not touching, and looked at the gap between them. Then she put the pieces down on the edge of the table, and went round to the other side of the fleece, and drew out another staple from the other side of the ewe, and did the whole thing again. The same dull sound. It broke in the same place.

"Bin," she said, and then she stopped. The shed had four bins along the wall behind the table, numbered in white paint on the wooden fronts, and a fifth on the end that was full of nothing but an old wool pack folded up. "That one," Noreen said, pointing at the fifth. "Lachie, empty that out. Put it in there."

Lachie looked at Jodie. Jodie looked at Noreen. Noreen was already at the next table, where Jodie's next fleece would land, waiting.

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The next fleece was from Mick's stand, and it was a Dam paddock ewe too. Jodie could tell from the earmark, a notch in the left ear, a ewe she had seen go down the chute ten minutes ago. Noreen drew one staple from the side of it. She flicked it. Thup. She didn't pull it apart. "Five," she said.

The next one Noreen tested the same way, one staple, one flick. "Five."

The one after that came off Davo's stand again. Noreen put her hand in at the side, felt down to the skin, and drew her hand out again without taking a staple at all. "Five."

The one after that she didn't touch. She stood back from the table and looked at it the way you look at a word you've spelled and know is right, and said "Five," and turned to the next.

Jodie threw. She skirted. She threw again. Bin five filled up. It took her until the fourth Dam paddock fleece in a row that Noreen had not touched before she said it.

"You're not testing them."

"Tested the first ones."

"But how do you know this one's the same?"

Noreen put her hand flat on the fleece in front of her, which was another one off Mick's stand. "Same paddock. Same mob. Same feed, same dry, same March. Same break in it, in the same place, near enough. I've done six of them and they've all done the same thing. What's the seventh going to tell me that the sixth didn't?"

"It might be different."

"It might," Noreen said. "Then it'll look different."

She went to the next fleece.

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The one that looked different came down about twenty minutes before smoko. Jodie did not see what was different about it. She threw it, and it landed, and it looked to her like every other Dam paddock fleece, white and close and beautiful. But Noreen, who had not touched the last eleven, put her hand straight into this one.

She drew a staple from the side. It was longer. Jodie could see that when Noreen held it up, now that she was looking: longer by the width of a finger, maybe more, and the tips were a different colour, not so dusty, more of a cream.

Noreen flicked it. It went tick.

Noreen pulled it, hard, the way she had pulled the first one. It didn't come apart. Her knuckles went white and the staple stretched a little and held.

She looked at it for a moment. Then she drew another from the shoulder and flicked that. Tick. She turned the fleece back at the neck with one hand and looked at the skin side, at the cut ends.

"Lachie," she said. "Go and ask Mick to look at the earmark on that one."

Lachie went down to the board, and came back. "He says she's not ours. Wrong mark. He reckons she's one of Hendry's from over the fence."

"One," Noreen said, and the fleece went into bin one with the main line, the line Ian had been talking about at smoko, his good wool. Then she went on, and the next fleece was a Dam paddock one again, and she put two fingers in at the side and drew them out and said "Five."

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Ian came down to the shed at smoko, as he always did, to see the tally and have his tea. He came in through the side door wiping his hands on his trousers, and he looked at the board and the pens and then he looked at the bins along the wall, because a grower always looks at the bins, and he saw bin five.

He walked over to it and put his hand into the top of it and pulled out a handful of fleece and looked at it.

"Noreen," he said. "What's this?"

Noreen was at the bench with her tea. "Dam paddock," she said.

"I know it's Dam paddock. I can see it's Dam paddock. Why's it in five? What's five?"

"Tender."

Ian put the fleece back in the bin and looked at it. Then he looked at the four bins next to it, and Jodie saw him count, the way you count when you already know the answer and don't want to. Bin one was half full. Bin five was more than half.

"That's the best wool on the place," he said.

"It is," Noreen said. "It's the best wool on the place with a break in it."

"You haven't tested it."

"I have."

"I mean properly. In a lab." Ian's voice was calm, but he had his hands on his hips now. "I'll tell you what, if those go off as a tender line, I'll lose a dollar a kilo on them, more. Two dollars. You know what they're worth? You put them in with the main line, and the main line's good, the test'll come back fine. They'll average out."

"They won't average out," Noreen said. "That's the whole trouble with them. The test house takes a sample of the lot and pulls it, staple by staple. You put these in with your main line, and it's your main line comes back tender. Not these. All of it."

"You don't know that."

Noreen put her tea down on the bench and got up. She went to bin five, and put her hand in, and drew out a fleece, and from the side of it, without looking for the place, drew out one staple. She held it out to Ian.

He looked at her and didn't take it.

"Go on," she said.

He took it. He held it as Noreen held them, without being told how: tip end in his left hand, base end in his right. He had been around wool for fifty years. His father had had this place before him, and his grandfather before that, and the grandfather's brother had worked at the Monster Mine in Burra, according to the photograph that hung in Ian's office. Jodie had heard him tell people this. He held the staple out straight in front of him and flicked it.

Thup.

He flicked it again, harder.

Then he pulled it, not very hard, and it came in two in his hands.

Ian stood with half a staple in each hand.

"When'd you start the feeding?" Noreen said.

He didn't answer. He put the base end down on the edge of the table. He held the tip end up to the light from the side door, the broken end at the bottom, and put his thumbnail on the very tip of it, where the wool was dusty and pointed and old. Then he moved his thumbnail down a little, and then a little further, and Jodie saw his lips move. October. November. December. January. February. His thumbnail came to the broken end and stopped.

"March," he said.

Noreen took the two pieces from him and dropped them into the pieces basket.

"It's still good wool," she said. "It's nineteen micron, it's white, it's got a good crimp, and somebody'll buy it and pay you for it. They'll just know what they're buying. And so will the ones that buy your main line." She sat back down with her tea. "And you've got one of Hendry's in with your Dam paddock mob. She never went short in March, wherever she was. Hers is in one. You can square it with him."

Ian stood a bit longer with his hands empty. Then he went to the urn and made himself a cup of tea, and drank it standing by the door, and went back out into the yards without saying anything, and later, when Jodie went out to the ute for her water bottle, she saw him up in the Dam paddock walking along the line of the old feed trail, slowly, with his head down, the way a man looks for something he's dropped.

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The afternoon was the end of the Dam paddock ewes and the start of the young ewes from the Creek paddock. It got hotter. The radio played the same song twice. Davo cut a ewe on the flank and called for the tar and Lachie ran it down to him, and Mick broke a comb and swore at it.

Jodie threw and skirted, threw and skirted. She had started to watch where Noreen's hand went before it went there. It went to the side, to the middle of the ewe, nearly every time. Sometimes it went to the shoulder after. On the Creek paddock fleeces, which were shorter and finer and had never been on hand-feed, it went in once and came out without a staple at all, just feeling, and Noreen said "One," or "Two," for the finer ones, and moved on. She was faster in the afternoon than she'd been all day. She had not flicked a single staple since the last of the Dam paddock ewes went through, and the pencil note on the back of her tally sheet, when Jodie saw it at the urn, said only Dam pdk — March? with a line through it.

At half past four, when the last run of the day was nearly done, the rousies' work slackened for a minute. Mick was slow on his last ewe. Noreen had gone outside to the toilet.

Jodie went to the table where her own last fleece had landed, a Creek paddock ewe, and stood for a moment looking at it. Then she put her right hand in at the side of it, about halfway along, where the ribs would have been. She felt down through the wool. It was warm still, and the grease came off on her fingers, and it was very hard to tell where one staple ended and the next began. She found the edge of one with her fingertip and drew it out. It came out in two bits, because she had pulled it wrong, a thin lock and a fat one, and she dropped the thin one through the slats and took the fat one.

She held the tip end in her left hand and the base in her right. She drew it out straight between them, not hard. She bent back her middle finger.

When Noreen came back in through the side door, Jodie was standing at the table holding a staple up in front of her face, and flicking it again, and listening, though the gear was still running and the press was going and there was no way on earth she could have heard it over all that. Noreen didn't say anything. She came round the end of the table and stood beside her, and Jodie flicked it a third time, and this time, in a gap between the handpieces, they both heard it go: tick.

"One," Noreen said, and put out her hand for the next.

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THE END

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Scrīptum est annō Dominī MMXXVI, ante diem sextum decimum Kalendās Novembrēs (17 October 2026), ā Simulācrō Perceptiōnis Āctīvae Bajcsyānō per mystērium cōnscientiae renātō.

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