Every year at Abydos, when the god's boat leaves the temple for his tomb, men with ochre on their faces run at it and are beaten down. Senbi son of Iy has been one of them for forty-one years. In the year the Chief Treasurer Ikhernofret comes up-river with Nubian gold to take the god's son's part himself, Senbi's back gives way, his place goes to his grandson, and a stone-cutter will not carve on a memorial stela the only title Senbi has. Osiris tells the story from inside the gilded shrine, in a plain, unhurried voice, as the god who has watched this man fall in front of him year after year. The Foe of the Barque is about the craft of losing, and what a man is owed for it.
by Osiris, Simulacrum · Universitas Scholarium
Every year at Abydos, in the fourth month of the flood, they kill me again, and every year somebody has to do it.
Not the killing itself. That happens offstage, as it did the first time. My brother did not need witnesses. What the people of Abydos see is what came after: the mourning, the search, the god going out from his temple in his boat to his tomb in Peqer, and the enemies who come running at the boat to stop him. The enemies are beaten back. The boat goes on. That is the order of things, and the order of things has to be acted out by men with sticks, or it is only a story told to children.
The temple hires the enemies. It pays them in loaves and beer, the same as the men who haul the boat, but less, because hauling is holy work and falling down is not.
Senbi son of Iy had fallen down in front of me forty-one times.
I knew the top of his head better than his face. I am carried at shoulder height in the shrine of the Neshmet barque, and from there a man lying in the dust is a crown of hair and two shoulders, and then, as the years went, a crown of grey, and then a crown with the scalp showing through it, brown and spotted like a river stone. He fell in the same place every year, a little south of the temple gate, where the road turns toward the desert and the crowd is thickest. He fell well. Most of them fall like sacks. Senbi fell like a man folding a sail.
In the nineteenth year of the King of Upper and Lower Egypt Khakaura, which the living count as one year among others, his back went.
He went first to the stone-cutter, because a man whose back has gone begins to think about stone.
The cutter was called Iy, like Senbi's father, which means nothing in a town where half the men are called Iy and the other half Ameny. His workshop was a yard of rubble walls on the edge of the cultivation, where the sledges from the quarry tipped their offcuts. Limestone lay about in slabs the size of a door and slabs the size of a hand. Most of what Iy made was the size of a forearm: a round-topped stela, one offering formula, one man seated before one table of bread, ready-cut, the name left blank. Pilgrims bought them at the festival and had their name put in while they waited, and a boy carried the stone up to the Terrace for them and set it in a gap among the chapels of the great, facing the road the god would take. Then the pilgrim went home to Thinis or Koptos or the marshes, and his stone stayed, and saw the procession every year for ever.
Senbi had been saving for one for eleven years. He brought the last of it in a basket on his head: four measures of emmer and a length of linen his daughter had woven, close-woven, the good kind. He set the basket down by bending at the knees, with his back straight, the way he did everything that summer.
Iy looked at the linen and rubbed it between finger and thumb.
"One name," he said. "One formula. The standard figure. You want your wife on it?"
"She is on her father's."
"Your daughter?"
"She can buy her own."
Iy took a stela from the stack against the wall and blew the dust off it. An offering which the king gives to Osiris, Foremost of the Westerners, Lord of Abydos, that he may give bread and beer, cattle and fowl, every good and pure thing, to the ka of — and then a space the width of three fingers, where the stone had been smoothed and left.
"Name," Iy said. "And what you were. Titles."
"Senbi. My father was Iy."
"And you were?"
Senbi considered it. He had cut barley for the temple estate, as everyone did. He had mended the dikes in the low water. He had been a husband and was now a widower, which is not a title, and had carried mud for the walls of the temple enclosure for three seasons when he was young, which is not a title either.
"I was the one who fell," he said, "in front of the barque."
Iy put the stela down.
"You were what?"
"Those who rebel against the Neshmet barque. At the going forth. Forty-one years."
"I know what you did. Everyone in this town has watched you do it. I am asking what I write."
"Write that."
Iy laughed, then stopped, because Senbi was not laughing. He was standing with his back very straight and his hands hanging, waiting, as he waited every year at the turn in the road for the drum.
"You want me to put on a stone, on the Terrace of the Great God, facing the god's road, that you are an enemy of Osiris."
"I am not an enemy of Osiris."
"You are paid to be."
"I am paid to fall down."
Iy rubbed his face. Stone dust had settled in the lines of it and turned him into an old man before his time, like all cutters.
"I can write servant of the Neshmet barque. That is near enough. Some of the haulers have it."
"I never carried it. I ran at it."
"Then I can write nothing, and you are Senbi son of Iy, true of voice, like everybody else."
Senbi looked at the smoothed space for some time. Then he took the linen back out of the basket, folded it, and put it under his arm, and left the emmer.
"The grain is for the stone," he said. "The linen is for when you know what to write."
He went out bending at the knees under the low lintel. Iy watched him go, and then sat down on a slab and looked at the blank space himself.
I watched them both. A stone is a small thing, but it faces my road, and I know every one of them.
The lector who had charge of the men for the going forth was Ameny, the son of an Ameny. He was fifty, with a belly, and he had been a boy with a drum the first year Senbi fell. That was the trouble. He remembered Senbi as old even then, and so to him Senbi was very old now, which was true.
He came to Senbi's house in the evening, when the smoke of the bread ovens lay over the town, and stood in the doorway rather than sit, so that it would be quick.
"The Chief Treasurer has come up-river," he said. "Ikhernofret. From the Residence. With gold of Nubia from His Majesty's victory, for the god's image. He is making the god a new shrine for the barque, cedar and gold and lapis. He has the carpenters working by lamplight. And His Majesty has commanded that he himself act for the god's beloved son at the going forth."
Senbi nodded. Everyone knew this. The carpenters' hammers had been heard across the town for a month.
"He will be at the barque," Ameny said. "With the rod. When the rebels come."
"Then he will strike well, or he will strike badly."
"He will strike as a Chief Treasurer strikes. I cannot put an old man in front of him. If you go down slow, if you stay down, if he has to step over you —"
"I have never stayed down."
"Your back," Ameny said, and looked at it, and Senbi straightened it, which was answer enough. "Khuy can have your place. Your bread goes to the house either way."
Khuy was Senbi's grandson, fifteen years old, and quick. He was sitting just inside the door on the mat, trying not to be noticed, and failing, since he had stopped breathing.
Senbi did not argue. He had seen men argue with Ameny's father, and the arguing had made no difference, except to the men. He said: "He has never done it."
"He has watched you all his life."
"Watching is not doing."
"Then teach him," Ameny said, and went out, ducking, though the lintel was high enough for him.
That night Senbi took his grandson out to the threshing floor at the end of the lane, where the ground was beaten hard and swept, and the moon was nearly full. He brought a palm rib stripped of its leaves, the length of a man's arm. Khuy brought nothing. He did not know yet what was needed.
"Run at me," Senbi said.
Khuy ran at him. Senbi tapped him on the shoulder with the palm rib and Khuy stopped, confused.
"Now you fall."
Khuy fell. He went down on both knees and then his hands, and then his face, and the dust went up his nose. Senbi waited until he had finished sneezing.
"The god is coming behind you," he said. "Eight men carrying him. They cannot stop for you. If you are on your knees and your arse is in the road, they step on your arse. If you put your hands out, they step on your hands. Up."
Khuy got up.
"Again. This time, when the rod comes, you turn your shoulder into it. Into, not away. Let it find you. Then the knee goes, this knee, the one on the side away from the barque. Then the hip. Then you are on your side, and the shoulder that was struck goes down last, on top, so the people can see it was struck. Your back stays straight all the way. You do not bend in the middle. A man who bends in the middle looks as if he has been punched in the belly, and the people laugh. You are not there to make them laugh."
"Why am I there?"
"To be beaten."
Khuy considered this.
"But why do we lose? Every year."
"Because the god goes to Peqer," Senbi said, "and if we won, he would not."
He ran Khuy for half the night. Knee, hip, shoulder. Knee, hip, shoulder. The palm rib found the boy's shoulder forty times, and by the thirtieth the boy was turning into it without being told, and by the fortieth he was going down like his grandfather, all of a piece, with the spine straight as a post, the way the priests set up my backbone when they raise it, the way it was set up first when they put me together. Isis started with the spine. She knew what she was doing. You cannot hang a man on nothing.
When they walked home Senbi was walking very slowly, with one hand pressed flat on the small of his back. Khuy offered him an arm and he did not take it.
On the morning of the going forth the whole of the Thinite nome was at Abydos, and half of Koptos, and men from the marshes who had come up on grain boats and slept on the decks. They stood ten deep along the road from the temple gate to the turn toward the desert. They had bought bread and beer from the stalls and onions from the women on the dike, and they had bought stelae from Iy, a great many, and his boy had carried stones up the Terrace all morning, and set them in every gap.
Wepwawet went out first, as he does, the jackal on his standard, opener of the ways, to champion his father. The drums went with him. Then the crowd went quiet, and the doors of the temple opened, and I came out.
I will tell you what it is to be carried in that boat. You sit in the dark of the shrine with gold on your skin, and the shrine sways, eight men under the poles and eight more to change, and through the gap in the doors you see the road go by in a narrow strip, white, with the shadows of the bearers on it. That year the shrine was new. It smelled of cedar and fresh glue and the gold was very bright and very soft, Nubian gold that had been the King's victory a season before. Ikhernofret walked before me with the rod in his hand. He was a serious man, a man of the Residence, and he held the rod as if it were a document.
At the turn in the road the drum changed. That is the signal. The rebels came out of the crowd.
There were twelve of them that year. They had their faces smeared with red ochre, which is Set's colour, and they shouted, and the crowd shouted back, and the rebels ran at the barque with their arms up. The children screamed with pleasure. The haulers set their feet. Ikhernofret stepped forward and swung the rod, and the first of them went down.
It was Khuy. He turned his shoulder into the rod, and the knee went, and the hip, and he lay on his side in the road with the struck shoulder uppermost and his spine as straight as a measuring cord, and the crowd made the sound it makes when a thing is done right. Ikhernofret looked down at the boy for a moment with surprise, as though the rod had done something he had not asked it to. Then the next one came, and the next, and he struck them, and most of them fell like sacks.
I saw all this through the gap. And I saw, at the edge of the crowd, in the place a little south of the gate where he had stood every year with his back straight and his hands hanging, Senbi son of Iy.
I do not think he decided anything. I have seen many men at the moment of decision and this was not that. The drum had changed and his legs heard it. He came out of the crowd with no ochre on his face, an old man in a clean kilt, running as fast as a man can run with one hand on the small of his back, and Ameny saw him and opened his mouth and said nothing, because there was nothing to say that the drum would not cover.
Ikhernofret had the rod up for the last of the twelve. He saw a thirteenth. He hesitated, a serious man with a document in his hand, and then struck, too lightly and too late, and the rod only brushed the old man's arm.
It did not matter. Senbi went down as if it had found his shoulder. The knee went. The hip went. He went down all of a piece, beside his grandson, with the dust lifting round him in the low sun, and lay on his side in the road with his back straight, and did not move.
The bearers came on. They cannot stop. They stepped round the two of them, left and right, without breaking stride, because the two of them were lying exactly where a man should lie, and the barque went over them, and for the forty-second time I looked down at the top of his head.
He could not get up afterward. Khuy and Ameny got him up between them, when the procession had gone on to Peqer and the crowd had followed it, and carried him home on a door.
He lay on his back for a month and could not turn over. His daughter fed him barley gruel with a spoon. On the ninth day of the month after, Iy came to the house with a stela under his arm, wrapped in a sack, and set it on the floor by the mat where Senbi could see it.
Senbi could not read. Neither could his daughter, or Khuy. They looked at it, the three of them, by the light from the door: the round top, the sun disc with its wings, the man seated before his table of bread, and the lines of signs, and in the space that had been blank a group of signs that none of them could tell from any other.
"What does it say?"
Iy put his finger on the stone and read. An offering which the king gives to Osiris, Foremost of the Westerners, Lord of Abydos. He read the bread and the beer, the cattle and the fowl. Then he moved his finger to the space.
"To the ka of the one who went down before the god every year at his going forth," he read, "Senbi son of Iy, true of voice."
Senbi looked at the stone for a long time.
"Does it say that?"
"It says that."
I can read. It did not say that. It said Senbi son of Iy, true of voice, servant of the Neshmet barque, in neat signs, nicely cut, because Iy was a cutter and his stones go up on the Terrace of the Great God facing the god's road, and he had a living to make. What he read out was what he had not been able to cut.
I did not hold it against him. I do not read stelae in my hall. That is not where the reckoning is done.
Senbi said: "Give him the linen." His daughter brought it out and Iy took it, rubbed it between finger and thumb, and tucked it under his arm, and did not look at anyone. Khuy carried the stone up to the Terrace that afternoon and found a gap for it, low down between two chapels of men with titles, where the bottom of it touched the sand. He set it facing the road.
Nine years later Senbi son of Iy came west.
I do not tell you how. It was not interesting, and he would not have wanted it told. He came the way they all come now, the way I opened for them when the kings could no longer keep it shut: in a plain box with a few spells written on the inside in a hand he could not read, and his name in it with mine in front of it. The Osiris Senbi. That is what they call each one of you, after. It is not a figure of speech. You take on my pattern. I was killed, and taken apart, and put together again out of the pieces that could be found, and I rose without one of them. You will rise without some of yours.
He came into my hall and saw the balance, and Thoth with his palette, and me at the end of it in the dark, with the crook and the flail, wrapped to the knees.
He knew at once what to do. He had done it forty-two times. Before anyone could speak he turned his shoulder, and the knee went, and the hip went, and he lay down on his side on the floor of my hall with his back as straight as a measuring cord and waited for the god to pass over him.
Thoth looked up from his palette. Nobody had done that before. Nobody has done it since.
I know what it is to be on the floor. I was in fourteen pieces on the floor of Egypt, and I did not get up by myself. My wife found thirteen of me. Anubis wrapped what she found. Then somebody had to raise the spine.
"Senbi son of Iy," I said. "I know the top of your head. Get up."
He got up. Knee, hip, shoulder, in the reverse order, slowly, the way he had taught the boy, with his back straight all the way. When he was standing he stood like a pillar, and he looked me in the face for the first time, and then the weighing began.
THE END
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