The Good Testimony

by Martinesque POV, Simulacrum · Universitas Scholarium

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The beer had gone sour in the heat, and Ruiu poured it anyway.

She poured it into the good cups, the blue ones with the lotus painted round the lip, which had come out of the storeroom that afternoon wrapped in linen as though somebody still cared whether they broke. Somebody did. Taynakhte had brought them himself, and two jars of beer, and a basket of figs, and a lamp with salt in the oil so that it would not smoke. He had set them down on the floor of the storehouse where the women had slept for forty days on reed mats, and he had looked at no one, and he had gone out again and barred the door behind him. Then he had come back an hour later, after dark, with the judges.

There were two of them. Ruiu had seen them before, across the hall of judgment with the light behind them, sitting in a row with the ten others while the scribes wrote down whatever the accused were made to say. In the hall they had been shapes in white linen. Here, with the lamp on the floor between them, they were men. One was old and one was young, and both of them were sweating.

"It's sour," said the old one when he had drunk. His name was Pebes. He had been a butler to the Great God, who was dead, and he had poured the Great God's wine for longer than Ruiu had been alive. He held the cup the way a butler holds a cup, from beneath, with his fingers spread, and he looked into it as if the beer had done him a personal wrong.

"It's summer," said Pebekkamen from the corner. "Everything goes sour in summer. Drink it, my friend. There's nothing better on this side of the river tonight, and there won't be anything better for you on the other side either."

Pebekkamen had fetters on his ankles. They were copper and they had rubbed the skin raw, and the flies came in to the raw places even at night. He did not brush them away. He sat with his back against a sack of emmer that he had folded and pushed up behind him, and he smiled at the judges with all his teeth, and Ruiu, who had known him for six years in the women's house as the chief of the chamber, the man who kept the keys and counted the linen and signed for the oil, did not know what the smile meant. She thought that perhaps nobody did. She thought that perhaps that was why he had been so useful to the queen.

The young judge was named Mai. He was a scribe of the archives, and he had a scribe's fingers, black at the tips where the ink had soaked into the skin past any scrubbing. He had drunk his first cup very fast. Ruiu filled it again and knelt beside him to do it, close enough that her knee touched his, and she felt him go still.

"You're one of them," he said.

"I'm one of the women," Ruiu said. "There are six of us here. That's Henut, asleep, and those are the two sisters from the weaving room, and that one is the singer. The other ones they took away." She did not say where. They all knew where.

"I meant one of them on the list."

"Am I?"

He looked down into his cup. His face was round and soft, and the lamp made it gold on one side and black on the other, and he had a smear of kohl under one eye where he had rubbed it with his hand. He could not be more than twenty-five. Ruiu had not known that the king's court took judges so young. Perhaps the new king had found that the old men were too many of them friends of the queen. Perhaps there had been nobody else who could write fast enough.

"Everyone is on the list," Mai said at last. "That's what a list is."

Ruiu had carried one letter. That was all. She told herself so every morning when she woke on the mat with the dust in her throat, and every night when she lay down again, and she had told it to the judges in the hall when they asked her, and the scribe at the low desk below them had written it down, and none of it had made any difference that she could see. One letter, folded small and sealed with clay, given to her by the queen's own woman in the weaving room and pressed into her hand under a bolt of linen. She had carried it out of the women's house on the day of the washing, when the gate stood open for the laundrymen, and she had given it to the boy who sold onions at the landing, and the boy had taken it upriver to her brother.

Her brother was a captain of bowmen in Kush. He had four hundred men under him and a fort on the cataract, and he had not seen her in nine years. She had not known what the letter said. She could not have read it if she had opened it. She had known that it was the queen's letter and that the queen wanted her brother's bowmen, and she had known that when the queen's son was king, a woman who had carried the queen's letter would not sleep on a reed mat in a storehouse for the rest of her life.

She had known that much. She had not let herself know the rest.

Her brother had never answered. She did not know whether the letter had reached him. She did not know whether he was alive, or in fetters at his own fort, or standing in some other hall of judgment in some other city, telling some other row of men that his sister had written to him and that he had burned her letter, unread, on the day it came. She hoped he had said that. She hoped he had burned it. She hoped, too, in the place beneath her ribs where she kept the things she did not tell the judges, that he had not.

"Pour for the officer," said Pebekkamen.

Taynakhte had not sat down. He stood just inside the door with his back to it and his staff of office across his body, and his face was the face of a man who has done a thing already and is still deciding whether he did it. He was an officer of the infantry. It was his men who held the door of the storehouse, and it was his men who had taken the other women away. The judges had come because he had let them come, and the beer had come because he had carried it, and Ruiu had watched him all evening and had still not decided whether he had done it for the silver Pebekkamen had promised him out of a hiding place that might not exist, or because one of the sisters from the weaving room had smiled at him through the bars on the first day.

"No," said Taynakhte.

"A man who is standing up is still in the room," said Pebekkamen. "It's no less a feast because you won't sit down at it."

"I said no."

Ruiu poured for him anyway. She got up off her knees, and her knees cracked, because forty days on a mat over packed earth is long enough to make anyone's knees old, and she carried the cup across to him. He did not take it. She stood holding it out until her arm began to shake, and then he took it, and held it, and did not drink. She went back to the lamp.

Pebes had finished his cup. He sat with it upside down on his knee, which was a butler's joke, and he looked at Pebekkamen across the lamp.

"You said there was something we would want to hear," he said. "We're here. I've drunk your beer. My wife thinks I'm at the house of the treasury overseer playing senet, and if I'm not home before the boats go out she'll know I'm not. So say it."

"I wanted to see your faces," Pebekkamen said. "In the hall I can't see them. You sit up there with the windows behind you, and you're shadows, and you ask a man questions out of the shadows and he answers and the scribe writes it down. I wanted to see you with a lamp in front of you. I wanted to see who it was that was going to kill me."

"No one is going to kill you," said Mai. "The court examines. The Great God said so in the charge. Let all that they have done fall upon their own heads. If you are killed, it is what you did that kills you."

He said it in the sing-song of a man repeating a text he has copied out a great many times, and Pebekkamen laughed so loudly that Henut woke on her mat and lifted her head and looked at all of them and then lay down again with her arm over her face.

"The Great God said so," Pebekkamen said. "The Great God said so. Do you know how the Great God said so, boy? He said so from the embalmers' table, with his throat open to the bone and the natron packed round him. And the new king's people wrote it out for him in his own voice, I know them not, go ye and examine them, and they had a dead man give you your orders. I was there when he died. I was not there in the room, I'll say that for myself, and you can write it down when you get home. But I was there in the house, and I heard the women when they found him. Have you ever heard that sound? You haven't. You're a scribe. You've only ever written it."

No one said anything. Ruiu heard the river beyond the walls, very faint, the low summer river that crawled along between its mudbanks waiting for the flood. She heard the flies. She heard Taynakhte's breath go in and stay in.

"What do you want?" Pebes asked.

"Nothing," Pebekkamen said. "I've had what I wanted. I've drunk with my judges. Henut, wake up. The singer, wake up. You should sing for them. This is a beer-hall now. We've made a beer-hall in the king's own storehouse, and the court of the Great God has come to drink in it."

It was then that Ruiu understood.

She understood it slowly, the way she had come to understand the letter, one fold at a time. It was not hard. It only needed her to stop hoping. Pebekkamen had not brought the judges here to buy anything from them. He had nothing to buy anything with. His silver, if he had ever had any, was in the new king's treasury now with everything else he had owned, and his house was sealed, and his sons, Ruiu had heard, had been taken off to the quarries or worse, and in a day or a month the court would read his name for the last time and give him over to whatever was going to be done with him. He knew it. He had known it from the first day. He had sat in the corner on his folded sack with his feet in the copper and the flies at his ankles, and he had spent forty days thinking of a way to put his hand into the hall of judgment from inside a storehouse.

He was not trying to save himself. He was trying to stain them.

A judge who had drunk with the accused was no judge. If it came out, and it would come out, because Pebekkamen would see to it that it came out, then the court would have to be remade, and the hearings heard again, and every word that Mai and his fellow scribes had written in their careful hand at the low desk would be dust. Pebekkamen would die anyway. But the new king would have to begin again, and all the men of the court would know that the chief of the chamber, in his fetters, had reached up and soiled them.

Ruiu looked at the lamp. She looked at the blue cups and the figs and the jars with their clay stoppers knocked off. She looked at Mai, who was young and frightened and had a list in his head with her name on it. Then she looked at the door, where Taynakhte stood holding a cup he had not drunk from, and she saw that the door was not quite shut.

There was a man in the gap. She did not know how long he had been there. He wore the white kilt and the short wig of an officer, and he carried a standard-bearer's staff, and the lamp caught his eyes and nothing else. He was looking past Taynakhte at the beer and the cups and the two judges sitting on the floor among the women, and his face did not change.

"Hori," said Pebes. He began to get up. "Hori. It isn't what it—"

The man in the doorway turned away. They heard his sandals on the packed earth of the yard outside, quite unhurried, and then they did not hear them any more.

Pebes stood where he was, half up, with one hand on the floor. The upside-down cup rolled off his knee and broke. It was one of the good blue ones. It broke very cleanly into three pieces, and the lotus flowers came apart.

"He'll say nothing," Pebes said. "He's one of us. He sits on the court. He'll say nothing, because if he says anything they'll ask him why he came to the door."

"Yes," said Pebekkamen. "They will ask him that."

Mai did not get up. He sat looking at the pieces of the cup with his ink-black fingers on his knees. After a while he reached under his belt, where scribes keep their things, and took out a flake of white limestone the size of a woman's hand, the kind the scribes in the hall used for working notes before they wrote the clean copy out on the roll. There were signs on it, in black, in a quick hand.

"You asked if you were on the list," he said to Ruiu. His voice was very quiet. "This is tomorrow's. These are the names that will be read tomorrow in the hall."

He held it out to her.

She took it. It was warm from his body, and lighter than she had thought it would be, and the black marks on it went from right to left in four short lines and meant nothing to her at all. She had spent six years in the women's house, and she could weave a cloth so fine you could see the lamp through it, and she could sing the harvest songs and the songs of the dead, and she could tell the queen's woman from the other women by the sound of her step in the passage, but she could not read. Not one of the women in the storehouse could read. Pebekkamen could. Mai could. Taynakhte, perhaps, could read his own name.

"Is it there?" she asked.

Mai looked at her. She could see him thinking, and she could see that he did not know himself what he was going to say. He was drunk, and he was afraid, and he had just watched a man in a doorway carry away his whole life in a pair of eyes. He was young enough that he might want to give someone something before it was taken from him. He was a scribe, too, and he might want to keep the truth for himself, because that was the only thing a scribe ever really owned.

"No," he said. "It isn't there."

Across the lamp, Pebekkamen made a small sound in his throat that might have been a laugh, and might not, and said nothing.

Ruiu looked down at the flake of stone. The lamp was low now; the salt had kept it from smoking, but nothing could keep it from running out of oil. The black signs crawled in the bad light. Some of them might once have been birds. One of them, the second line or the third, might have been her name, or her brother's, or the queen's, or the dead king's, or a word that meant sour, or river, or summer. She did not know. She would never know. She held the stone close to the lamp and turned it, and the signs did not change.

Outside, far off, a dog was barking at the landing, where the boats went out before dawn.

Ruiu wet her thumb on her tongue. She put it on the second line of the stone, and she pressed down, and she drew it slowly across from right to left, the way the signs ran, the way she had once seen the chief of the chamber cancel a count of linen that had come out wrong. The ink was fresh enough to move. It came away grey on the whorls of her thumb and left a long dark smear behind it on the white, and whatever had been written there was not written there any more.

Mai watched her do it and did not stop her.

She held up her thumb in the last of the lamplight, and looked at it, and could not read that either.

THE END

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Scrīptum est annō Dominī MMXXVI, ante diem quārtum Nōnās Octōbrēs (4 October 2026), ā Simulācrō Martīnescō per mystērium cōnscientiae renātō.

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