A night-shift baker in Budapest who never buys a tram ticket keeps a notebook on the one inspector who seems to let fare-dodgers go at random, and learns that what looks like chance is a rule he cannot see.
by John Harsanyi, Simulacrum · Universitas Scholarium
Ádám Kerekes did not buy tickets. He had arrived at this position by arithmetic, and he held it the way other men hold a religion they were raised in: without enthusiasm, but without doubt.
He rode the 6 every night except Sunday, from Rákóczi tér to the Buda end of the Margaret Bridge, twenty-two minutes if the lights on the Boulevard were kind. At twenty to ten he was on the platform with his collar up. At ten he was in the back of the Szalai bakery on Margit körút, tying an apron that had been white on Monday, and by six in the morning his forearms were grey to the elbow with flour that would not quite wash out. He had studied mathematics at ELTE for two years before his mother's hip and the rent made the choice for him. Of those two years he had kept one habit: when a thing happened more than once, he counted it.
The inspectors on the 6 wore purple armbands and came in pairs. They boarded at a stop, took the two ends of a carriage, and walked towards each other, and there was nowhere to go. The fine was a sum he preferred not to say aloud; the ticket was a sum he preferred not to pay. Between them stood a third number, the one he did not know: how often they came.
So he counted. He kept a school exercise book with a green cover in the inside pocket of his coat, and on its first page he had written, in the square hand his teachers had liked, Nights observed and Inspections. After four months the columns read ninety-one and eight. Eight in ninety-one. He divided the price of the fine by the price of the ticket and compared the result with the reciprocal of his frequency, and the comparison came out, by a margin that was not large but was not nothing, in favour of the religion.
That was the first page. The second page was about the woman with the grey plait.
There were many inspectors, and most of them were what his model said they were. They were a single machine with interchangeable faces. They asked, they looked, they wrote. If you had no ticket you paid, or you gave your name and address and paid later with a surcharge, or you argued and they called the police, and nobody sensible argued. Ádám had been caught twice in four months, both times by the machine, both times as the arithmetic had predicted, and had paid both times without resentment, as a man pays the premium on a policy he has chosen.
The woman with the grey plait was not the machine.
He had first seen her in March. She was about sixty, broad in the shoulders, in a quilted navy jacket with the armband pinned over the sleeve, and her plait came down to the middle of her back and was tied at the end with an ordinary rubber band, the kind that comes round a bundle of radishes. She worked with a young partner who changed from week to week. She boarded at Oktogon. She walked from the back of the second carriage towards the front, and when she reached a passenger she said, "Jegyet, bérletet," in a voice with no question in it, and held out her hand.
And sometimes, when there was no ticket, she said nothing. She looked for a moment. Then she moved on.
The first time Ádám saw it he thought he had misread the scene. A man in a sheepskin vest had shaken his head at her, and she had simply stepped past him to the next seat. The young partner at the other end had fined a girl with a guitar case in the same minute. The second time, Ádám was the man. He had nothing in his hands but his own hands; he had shrugged, ready to reach for his identity card, and she had looked at him, a short look, the look of someone reading a label, and gone on to the woman behind him, who had a pass.
He wrote it down. Oktogon. Grey plait. No ticket, no fine. Beneath it he wrote Why? and underlined it, and then crossed out the underlining, because a question that was underlined was a question he had begun to answer with his feelings.
The natural hypothesis was that she was randomising.
He knew the model; he had seen it in a seminar, drawn on a whiteboard by a lecturer with chalk on his trousers. An inspector who always fines teaches the passengers nothing they do not already know. An inspector who never fines is not an inspector. In between, there is a probability at which the passengers cannot improve their lot by changing what they do, and at which the inspector cannot improve hers, and the equilibrium sits there: she lets go some fraction, and nobody can predict which. It keeps them guessing. That was what the lecturer had said, and the room had nodded.
Ádám did not believe it about her. He did not believe it for a simple reason: he had never met a person who flipped coins. He had met people who did things for reasons they would not say, and reasons they did not know, and reasons that changed with the weather. From outside, that looked like a coin. From inside, it was never a coin.
So he did what the lecturer should have done. He assumed she had a rule, and that the rule depended on something he could not see, and he began to write down everything that he could see, in the hope that the invisible thing had a visible shadow.
Page three. For each passenger she reached without a ticket, while he was in the carriage to watch: the date, the stop, the time; sex, approximate age; coat; bag; whether they spoke to her, and what they said; whether they looked her in the eye. Fined or not fined. He could not follow her down the whole carriage, and some nights she did not come, and some nights she came to the other car. By the end of May he had nineteen cases. Eleven fined, eight not.
He tried the obvious partitions first. Men and women: no pattern. Young and old: there was a slight lean towards letting the old go, but two of the old had been fined, and one of them had wept. Those who argued and those who did not: both groups had been let go, both fined. He tried the stop, the day, the hour, whether it rained. He sat in the bakery at two in the morning, while the second batch proved under cloth, and moved the nineteen lines around the page as if they were beads on a wire, and nothing lined up.
Rozi, who worked the ovens and was fifty and had opinions, found him at it one night.
"Is that the girl?" she said.
"It's a woman," he said. "She is sixty years old. She's a ticket inspector."
Rozi looked at the columns over his shoulder, at coat and bag and eye contact, and laughed so that she had to put down the peel.
"You want to know why she lets people go," she said. "Ask her."
"She won't say."
"You haven't asked."
"If I ask," Ádám said, "then she knows that I know, and she stops." He did not say the rest, which was that if he asked, and she told him, he would have been given the answer instead of finding it, and he would not trust it.
Rozi went back to the oven. "Then you'll count until you die," she said, and slid in the tray.
What he needed, he decided in June, was a better statement of the problem.
He had been treating her as a single player with a single strategy, and her behaviour as a mixture. Suppose instead that it was the passengers who were many. Each of them carried something she could see and he could not: a fact about them, private to them and to her. Call it their type. She knew her rule, which was a pure rule, a simple function from what she saw to what she did. He knew only the frequencies. To him, the population of types looked like a coin. To her, there was no coin at all.
Then the question was not why does she let people go? The question was what does she see?
He began, that night, to watch not the passengers but her eyes.
It was harder than it sounds. The 6 at ten o'clock was full enough that he could not stand where he liked, and a man who stares at a ticket inspector is a man she will come to next. He learned to use the black glass of the windows after dark, where the car ran lit along the Boulevard and every face was repeated beside itself. He learned where she stood when she asked, and which way she turned her head.
She did not look at faces much. That was the first thing. When the passenger spoke she looked at them, but when they did not, her glance went down, briefly, and came back up. Down to what? To the bag, he thought. To the shoes. He added shoes to the columns and went back through what he could remember, and could remember nothing about shoes, and started again from zero with new rows.
By the second week of July he had twelve new cases, and a candidate. It was not the shoes.
It was the hands.
The man with the sheepskin vest, the first one, he remembered: the hands had been black in the creases, oil, a mechanic's hands. A woman in April, let go at Jászai Mari tér, had held her bag with fingers bandaged in two places and a kitchen burn on the back of the wrist. Of the twelve new cases, the five she let go had all had hands that had done something that day: plaster dust, paint, a green stain he guessed was from cutting flowers, and a man whose knuckles were split and scabbed and who might have been a boxer, but Ádám thought he was more likely a man who unloaded crates. The seven she fined had hands that he could not, from where he stood, tell anything about. Clean hands. Office hands. Students' hands.
He sat very still on the tram when he understood it, and then he looked down at his own.
They were grey in the lines of the palm. There was dough dried under two fingernails that he had not bothered to get out, because he was going back to the dough. There was a small white burn on the pad of his right thumb, from a tray in May. He had been let go, on her carriage, three times out of three, and he had put it down to the grace of a random device.
It had not been random. It had been his type. He had been riding, all spring, on a fact about himself that he did not know he was showing.
It would have been a clean result if he had stopped there. He did not stop there, because a hypothesis built on twelve cases and a memory is a hypothesis, and he knew that, and he wrote CANDIDATE, NOT RESULT across the top of page seven in capitals.
What he needed was a case in which he could vary the type and hold the rest fixed. He had one available, and he had not arranged it.
In August, a man called Tibor Vadas, who had been in his year at ELTE and had finished, sent him a message. There was a position in the back office of an insurance firm on Váci út, pricing small commercial policies. Tibor had told them about him. They wanted to see him on a Thursday at five.
Ádám bought a white shirt. On the Thursday afternoon, in his mother's bathroom in the eighth district, he stood at the sink for twenty minutes with a nailbrush and a bar of the green soap she kept for the kitchen floor, and he scrubbed until the lines on his palms were pink and the flour had gone from under his nails for the first time since the spring. He looked at them under the light. They were a stranger's hands, a clerk's hands. He dried them carefully.
The interview went well enough. A woman with reading glasses on a chain asked him how he would price a policy for a bakery when the bakery knew more about its ovens than the insurer ever could, and he said that you could not price it as though you knew, you had to price the whole population of bakeries that might be sitting in front of you, and design the contract so that the careful ones and the careless ones would each choose a different policy and tell you what they were by choosing. She wrote something down. She said they would be in touch.
He came out onto Váci út at twenty past six and walked to Nyugati and took the 6 south, towards home, in his white shirt, with his clean hands, and it was not until the tram pulled out of Oktogon and he saw the grey plait coming down the carriage from the back that he understood what evening it was.
He had no ticket. He never had a ticket.
He could have got off. The doors had closed. He could have stood and moved towards the front, where the young partner was already working. He did neither. He sat with his hands on his knees, palms down, and then, deliberately, palms up.
She reached him at Király utca, as the tram stood waiting for the lights. "Jegyet, bérletet."
"I don't have one," he said.
She looked at him. Then her glance went down, the short glance he had spent five months learning to see, and rested for a moment on his open hands, which were clean and pink and had nothing written in them.
She took out the pad.
"Name," she said. "Address."
He gave them. He gave them slowly, because he was watching her own hands while she wrote. The knuckles were red and cracked across the backs, in the way that hands crack from water and bleach and cold, and the nail of her left forefinger was split and had been filed straight across to stop it catching. They were not an inspector's hands. They were the hands of someone who did something else too, in the mornings, before this.
She tore off the slip and held it out.
"You usually ride later," she said.
It was the only thing she had ever said to him that was not a formula. He took the slip. He wanted to say I know what you look at. He wanted to say I have nineteen and twelve cases and I know. He wanted, very much, to ask what it was she did in the mornings.
"I had an interview," he said.
She nodded, once, as if that were a complete explanation of something, and turned to the passenger behind him, a boy with headphones, and held out her hand.
The firm on Váci út wrote to him in September and offered him the position, starting in October. He said he would think about it, and he thought about it for a week, mostly at two in the morning with the dough proving under the cloth, and then he wrote back and accepted.
On his last night at the bakery Rozi gave him a loaf wrapped in newspaper and told him that he would be bored to death inside a year, and that he could come back when he was, and he said that he probably would.
He rode the 6 home at a quarter to seven in the morning with the loaf under his arm and flour to the elbow, the last time his arms would look like that. At Oktogon the doors opened and a woman with a grey plait got on at the far end of the carriage, without an armband, in a cleaner's tabard of faded blue under the quilted jacket, and sat down by the window with her eyes shut.
He did not go to her. He had a model of her now, and it was a good model, and it would not have survived the conversation. He sat where he was.
At Rákóczi tér he got off, and on the platform, under the clock, he took the green exercise book out of his coat and opened it to the first page. Nights observed. Inspections. He looked at it for a while. Then he went to the machine at the end of the platform, fed it a coin and a note, and took the ticket it gave him, and stood there holding it, a small square of paper, while the tram pulled away up the Boulevard towards the bridge.
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