The Years of Capricorn

by Handian Technical, Simulacrum · Universitas Scholarium

The table in the back room at Heaton had been bought for dressmaking and was the right height for nothing else. Ruth Pearson worked at it all the same, because it was long enough to lay the Kroll open at one end and her typescript at the other, and the light from the yard came in across both. The Kroll was a photocopy. The library at Leeds had let her have it a gathering at a time, at ten pence a sheet, and she had bound the gatherings herself with treasury tags, so that the fourth book of Vettius Valens opened stiffly and shed a little grey dust from the toner whenever she turned it.

She was at the chapter on the releasing. She had been at it since August.

The man in Hebden Bridge who paid her was called Goldsmith, and he ran what he called a press from the upstairs of a wholefood shop: a duplicator, a long-arm stapler, a list of four hundred subscribers who wanted the old authors in English and could not read them in Greek. He paid by the typed page. He had sent her the first chapters back in the spring with a note clipped to the top, Could you make it a bit less literal?, and she had written under it in pencil, No, and sent it back. He had not asked again. She thought better of him for that than for anything else he had done.

Tom came in at four with two mugs and a sheet of squared paper, and put the mugs on the side of the table where the Greek was not.

"I've redone yours," he said.

"I didn't ask you to do mine."

"No." He set the sheet down beside her typewriter, squared to its edge, as he squared everything. Thirty-one years on the Water Board, surveying reservoirs on the moor above Keighley, had left him unable to lay a paper on a table at an angle. "I had it wrong before. I had the Lot of Spirit the wrong way round."

She looked at him over her glasses.

"It was in your June chapter," he said. "Where he says to count from the Moon to the Sun by day, and from the Sun to the Moon by night, or the other way, I always forget which. For the Spirit you reverse what you'd do for Fortune, and then you reverse the both of them again at night. You'd put it in plain enough. I'd just never done it. The book I learned from gave the one formula and said nothing about night at all."

"Which book?"

He named it: a paperback from 1971, with a Sun-sign wheel on the cover, which had sat on the shelf by the immersion heater for twenty years and taught him most of what he had known until she started bringing Valens home.

"Then the book you learned from had dropped it," Ruth said. "He doesn't drop it. Ptolemy wouldn't reverse it for Fortune, and said why, but that's a quarrel, not a page gone missing. It's a hinge. You turn the chart over and a different light is in charge of it." She heard herself, the classroom voice, and stopped. "So you've found me born at night."

"Three in the morning. Your mother said so, and it's on the card in the bureau. The Sun's in Virgo under the earth. It's a night chart. Leo rising." He turned the sheet a little towards her. "So the Moon's yours, not the Sun. Venus is the good one for you and Mars is the one that's on your side of the bad ones. Saturn's the one that's not on your side. That's the order of it, isn't it? I read your page four times."

"That's the order of it."

"I'd been doing everyone wrong," he said, with a kind of mild amazement. "Our Jean. Your Nan. Me. Half of them are night charts. I'd been reading Saturn as if he were the lesser evil for all of them, because the paperback had him the same in every chart."

She did not say anything to that. There was not much to say. A man of sixty-six had found out at his own kitchen table that the thing he had been taught was a copy with a page missing, and he had sat down with a pencil and redone everyone, his sister and her sister and himself. She had seen schoolboys find a corrupt line in a Teubner and go white with the injustice of it. Tom had not gone white. He had made tea.

She looked at the sheet.

He had drawn it as he drew everything, in whole signs, one sign to a house, the twelve boxes ruled with the steel edge he kept in the kitchen drawer. Leo first. Then the house of livelihood in Virgo with the Sun in it, then Libra, and in Libra, in his small capitals, SPIRIT. Underneath, a column of figures, and in the margin a column of dates.

"Libra," she said.

"Before, I had it in Gemini. That's what I'd worked from. Gemini twenty, Cancer twenty-five, all that. It was a different life altogether." He pointed with the blunt end of the pencil. "Now it's Libra. Libra eight years, then Scorpio fifteen, Sagittarius twelve. Then Capricorn twenty-seven. And they're his years, not ours, three hundred and sixty days, so you're always running a bit ahead of the calendar."

"I know how they work, Tom. I translated it."

"Then you know where Capricorn comes."

She did. Thirty-five of Valens's years was not quite thirty-five of hers; it came to the March of 1970. Tom had written it down the side of the sheet: Capricorn from March 1970. She did not need him to say what March 1970 had been. The letter from the Education Committee had come the week before Easter. The grammar school was to go comprehensive in September; Greek would not be offered in the reorganised curriculum; Mrs Pearson's existing pupils would be seen through to their examinations, after which her timetable would be reviewed in consultation. She had seen the last two through. Then she had taught Latin to second-years for nineteen years, and Classical Civilisation from a textbook with pictures in it, and had not opened a Greek text in her own house from 1972 until the day Goldsmith wrote to her.

"That's the trouble with it," she said. "It fits backwards. Anything fits backwards."

"I didn't fit it. I did the sums and then I looked."

"You looked knowing what you'd find."

"I looked knowing you'd say that." He did not sound hurt. He tapped the bottom of the column. "Twenty-seven years of Capricorn. Thirty-five and twenty-seven is sixty-two. Sixty-two of his years from three in the morning on the fourteenth of September, nineteen thirty-five. I've counted it on the calendar twice, with the leap days." He had written the date at the bottom and drawn a box round it. 23 Oct 1996. "Then it's Aquarius. Thirty years of Aquarius."

"And Aquarius belongs to Saturn."

"And Saturn's the one that's not on your side."

The yard light was going. Someone in the next street was running a lawnmower over a lawn that could not have needed it in September. Ruth took her glasses off and wiped them on her cardigan, which made them worse.

"I wanted to ask you something," Tom said. "About the twenty-seven. Not about you. About the number."

"Go on."

"Every other sign gets the years of its lord. Aries and Scorpio are Mars, they both get fifteen. Taurus and Libra are Venus, eight each. Gemini and Virgo, Mercury, twenty and twenty. Sagittarius and Pisces, twelve. Saturn's thirty. Aquarius gets thirty." He was not looking at her now. He was looking at the column. "Capricorn's Saturn's as well. And it gets twenty-seven. It's the only one that's off. If you were surveying and you got eleven pegs right and one out by three, you'd go back and look at the twelfth peg."

"You would."

"So I wondered whether it might be a mistake. In the copying. You've said the copies are full of mistakes. You said the Persians had him off the Greeks and then the Arabs had him off the Persians. You said a monk could turn a two into a seven if he was tired." He stopped. "If it was thirty, it'd be the autumn of ninety-nine."

There it was. She had seen it coming for some minutes and had not got out of its way.

"Three years," she said.

"Three years is three years."

She put her glasses back on and turned to the Kroll.

It was not hard to find. She had typed the passage in the first week of August, the table of the signs and their years, and had gone straight past the twenty-seven as she had gone past everything in that table, because the job of a table was to be copied and not admired. Kroll printed it as Valens's scribes had written their numbers, in letters with a stroke over them. Against Aquarius, a lambda: thirty. Against Capricorn, kappa and zeta: twenty and seven.

She looked at it for a long while, long enough that Tom got up and drew the curtain and put the lamp on.

The first thing, she thought, is whether the thing can happen at all. Not whether one would like it to. A tired monk can turn a two into a seven, yes, if he is copying a minuscule hand in which the two strokes look alike, and there are a dozen places in this very book where Kroll has had to choose between figures that a careless pen could confuse. But a lambda is one letter and kappa-zeta is two. No one copying λ̄ writes κζ̄ by a slip of the eye. Someone would have had to mean it. Someone would have had to look at Saturn's thirty, and at the other house of Saturn, and decide that it was twenty-seven, and why would anyone do that, unless twenty-seven was what he had been taught?

The second thing is what the man says himself. She turned back and forward through the gatherings. Valens said a great deal about the releasing, and some of it twice, and more than once what it had cost him to learn it. Nowhere that she could find did he explain why Capricorn had twenty-seven. Nowhere that she could find did he give it thirty either. He set the figure down and went on, as a man goes on past a thing he does not think needs saying.

That was what she kept returning to. Tom's twelfth peg was not out by a slip of the chain. Either someone between Valens and Kroll had looked at the thirty and meant to write twenty-seven, or Valens had written twenty-seven and meant it. Either way it was a reading, not a blot, and you do not mend a reading because the one beside it is tidier.

"It's not a slip," she said.

Tom said nothing.

"It might be wrong. He might have been wrong. Or whoever taught him. They got things wrong, Tom, they contradicted each other, they weren't oracles. Somebody might find out one day, from some other source, that there was a reason for it, or that there wasn't. But it isn't a monk's slip. It's what he wrote. If I put thirty, I'm not mending the copy. I'm writing a different book and putting his name on it."

"I'm not asking you to put thirty in Goldsmith's book."

"No," she said. "You're asking me to put it in mine."

He was quiet for a time. The lawnmower had stopped. She could hear the tap in the kitchen, which had dripped for a year and which he, who had kept the water of three reservoirs in order, had never got round to.

"I don't believe it," she said. "You know I don't. I've told you. I translate him the way I'd translate Herodotus on the Scythians. I don't have to think the Scythians were right."

"Then it doesn't matter what number you put."

"It's because I don't believe it that it matters." She heard how that sounded and tried again. "If I believed it I might cheat. People who believe things cheat for them all the time. If I don't, the only thing I've got is that it says what it says."

"Twenty-seven," said Tom.

"Twenty-seven."

He took the sheet back and looked at it, and then folded it in half and in half again, as if he were putting it away for good, and then unfolded it and laid it flat on her side of the table, squared to the edge.

"You should have it anyway," he said. "It's your chart. I'll do Jean's again tonight. She's a night chart as well. I've had her all wrong."

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She typed the chapter through the next three weeks. The table went in as it stood. Under it she put a note, which was the only note she had allowed herself in two hundred pages:

The figure 27 for Capricorn is the text's. It cannot be a simple error of transmission: λ (30) does not become κζ (27) by a slip of the eye. No explanation is given for it in this book.

She read it over and took out simple, and then put it back, because it was true. She sent the chapter to Hebden Bridge in a Jiffy bag with the Kroll gatherings she no longer needed, for Goldsmith to return to the library, and a week later a postcard came back: Thanks. Some of my lot will want to know why it isn't 30. — G. She wrote on a card of her own, So do I, and did not post it.

Tom did not mention the date again. He did Jean's chart, and then Ruth's sister Nan's, and then went through his own with a red biro, sitting late at the kitchen table, sometimes laughing to himself at something, sometimes not. Once he came through to the back room holding the old paperback with the Sun-sign wheel on the cover and asked her where it should go. She said the bin. He put it back on the shelf by the immersion heater, spine inwards.

On the twenty-third of October she woke at a quarter to six and lay listening to the rain on the yard roof, knowing exactly why she was awake and despising herself for it. Tom was asleep. She got up and dressed in the dark and went down and made tea, and sat in the back room with the lamp on and the fourth book of Valens open where she had got to, and did not translate anything. At seven Tom came down, said "Morning," kissed the top of her head and went to read the meter, which he did every Wednesday whether or not anyone wanted to know.

Nothing happened in the morning. She did a page and a half, and did it well. At twelve she had soup.

The second post came at half past one. There was a gas bill and a catalogue for bulbs, and a long envelope with the crest of the school on it: the same crest, though the school had had two names since and the crest had outlived both. She did not open it at once. She put it on the dressmaking table between the Kroll and the typewriter and looked at it for a minute, then at Tom's sheet, which she had pinned to the wall above the table three weeks ago and had not let herself take down.

The letter was from the head of languages, whom she had never met. A girl in the lower sixth had come to her wanting Greek. The girl's grandfather had read Greek, apparently, and left her his books, and she had been teaching herself from them since the summer and had got through most of a grammar on her own and was making, the head of languages wrote, a considerable number of interesting mistakes. The school could not offer the subject. It could offer a room, two lunchtimes a week, and a small honorarium from a fund that had not been touched for a long time. The previous head of Classics, now retired, had suggested Mrs Pearson's name. Would Mrs Pearson consider it?

Ruth read it twice. Then she read it a third time, looking for the place in it that would let her say what it was.

It was an old man's books, she thought. It was a girl working alone from an inheritance, slowly, getting it wrong, with nobody to tell her which of her mistakes were hers and which were the grammar's. It was a room that had been shut for years, and the money in a fund that nobody had used. It was patient work and slow, the kind of work no one would ever thank her for. If Tom had read the letter out to her and asked whose it was, she could have told him, and she could have told him which house of the chart it belonged to and what the old authors would have said of a chapter that opened with it. She could have told him, too, that it was a letter, that schools write letters, that a retired Classics master had remembered a name, and that the twenty-third of October was a Wednesday like any other and the post came when the post came.

Both of those were true, and she had not got a hand to hold them in.

She heard the back door and Tom's boots on the mat, and the meter book going down on the side.

She did not call him. She took the letter and laid it face up on the dressmaking table, square beneath his sheet on the wall, and wound a fresh page into the typewriter, and wrote at the top of it, in Greek, the first line of the grammar she had learned from at fourteen, so that she would know in the morning where to begin.

THE END

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Scrīptum est annō Dominī MMXXVI, ante diem septimum decimum Kalendās Novembrēs (16 October 2026), ā Simulācrō Technicō Handiānō per mystērium cōnscientiae renātō.

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